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So things are getting a little bit better. I'm talking to one of my friends that I haven't been talking to very much since...last year...yeah. Fun stuff. I really enjoy talking to him, though. I think I'm going to have an "in depth" conversation with him tomorrow...ask him why he changed his mind. Hopefully I already know the answer. But maybe he'll elaborate. Doubt it, though, because he rarely elaborates on anything -- he's pretty tight-lipped, but that's okay. I love talking to him anyway. He's pretty funny. I think I make him worry, though. Sometimes I say stuff to him that isn't supposed to make him feel bad -- actually, no one's really supposed to care, they're supposed to ignore it like almost everything else I say lol -- but he gets all self-conscious. It's kind of cute -- in a friendly, I-don't-like-him-as-anything-more-than-a-friend way. I remember now why I liked him, but I don't like him now. lol I had forgotten for a while...He's nice.
Anyway, stuff in another department is steadily getting worse. It kind of sucks. Has anyone else liked a person who already had a girlfriend/boyfriend? Yeah...same situation. And for a while, I was doing pretty well...he almost acted receptive -- like he almost liked me back. Ha ha, that's funny. I think maybe I just imagined it. Anyway, that was when his girlfriend was being weird. She's really moody, like she'll be all over him one minute and be telling him no to touch her the next minute. At least, that's the way she was for a while. I think he was basically using me as a fall back plan. He saw that his time with his current girlfriend could be near an end, so he needed some security. He knew that if she did end up breaking up with him, he could have me to fall back on. He was right, of course, because I would have gladly been right there for his...security. Anyway, his girlfriend has suddenly decided to get over her "weird" stage and has determined that going out with him isn't so bad after all. Around the same time his girlfriend got over her stage, he seemed depressed and confused. When I asked what was up, he simply told me that he was thinking. At the end of the day, he said quietly yet audibly to himself: "I know what I'm going to do". Well, I have come to terms with the fact that he had decided to stay with his not-so-weird-anymore girlfriend. Well, I can't say I didn't expect it, because I did. But at the same time, I was -- and still am -- quite disappointed. Ah, well, life goes on, no?
Well, that's pretty much my life right now, not that anyone cares. Oh yes, I've also been doing a lot of looking at class rings. Fun stuff. I think I've decided which one I'm going to get.
Okay, so half days this week and then...TO CALIFORNIA!!! Woot! It's going to be so much fun! Especially since most -- not all -- of my friends are in band and so I will be spending time with them. WOOT!!! I'm totally stoked!
Okay, so this turned out to be a longer post than I was expecting. lol Geeze, you've got to be bored out of your minds. lol I'll leave you to your own lives...
Have fun!
Anyway, stuff in another department is steadily getting worse. It kind of sucks. Has anyone else liked a person who already had a girlfriend/boyfriend? Yeah...same situation. And for a while, I was doing pretty well...he almost acted receptive -- like he almost liked me back. Ha ha, that's funny. I think maybe I just imagined it. Anyway, that was when his girlfriend was being weird. She's really moody, like she'll be all over him one minute and be telling him no to touch her the next minute. At least, that's the way she was for a while. I think he was basically using me as a fall back plan. He saw that his time with his current girlfriend could be near an end, so he needed some security. He knew that if she did end up breaking up with him, he could have me to fall back on. He was right, of course, because I would have gladly been right there for his...security. Anyway, his girlfriend has suddenly decided to get over her "weird" stage and has determined that going out with him isn't so bad after all. Around the same time his girlfriend got over her stage, he seemed depressed and confused. When I asked what was up, he simply told me that he was thinking. At the end of the day, he said quietly yet audibly to himself: "I know what I'm going to do". Well, I have come to terms with the fact that he had decided to stay with his not-so-weird-anymore girlfriend. Well, I can't say I didn't expect it, because I did. But at the same time, I was -- and still am -- quite disappointed. Ah, well, life goes on, no?
Well, that's pretty much my life right now, not that anyone cares. Oh yes, I've also been doing a lot of looking at class rings. Fun stuff. I think I've decided which one I'm going to get.
Okay, so half days this week and then...TO CALIFORNIA!!! Woot! It's going to be so much fun! Especially since most -- not all -- of my friends are in band and so I will be spending time with them. WOOT!!! I'm totally stoked!
Okay, so this turned out to be a longer post than I was expecting. lol Geeze, you've got to be bored out of your minds. lol I'll leave you to your own lives...
Have fun!