i feel like goldilocks

Oct 09, 2004 14:22

i wish it was more like goldie hawn than goldie locks, but whaddaya gonna do...
this entry is complete and utter procrastination but no guilt here.
why goldie locks you ask? i'm up inthe cabin, secluded and dark and feeling muy muy mellow. alsmost wistfully sad though i cant quite put my finger on it or why i would feel that way...
dog sitting. come to the conclusion that i'm mos def a cat person. i love other peoples dogs, and not when i have take them out 4 times in one night/early morning period. argh.
there were blood and tears in our game against george yesterday. and yes we beat em but they sorta beat themselves and self destructed. one girl burst into tears and started yelling at her team, and i cant imagine yelling at my team ever. i just love them all so much. we're sucha package deal its not even funny. god i love this sport.
wearing my two taps shorts. too bad there will be no tapping for me today.
speaking of no tapping, jons not coming over. :( i have the feeling he watned to come mainly for bea and not me but i'll take whatever i can get. i see him so infrequently. ps on the jon thing: poor gunnar. been there, gunnar honey, dontchu worry. we all have, haven't we girls?! ha.
bea coming over tonight after she gets off work. should be goooood times. i cant remember the last time we hung out, or hung out alone, or spent the night together alone. we lead totally separate lives. that def makes me nostalgic.
"phone my family, tell i'm lost on the sidewalk and no its not ok"
lots of homework this weekend. god, this year i'm just going to be buried in work. my shoulders ache already. every now and then i glance through the college books to keep me motivated. there is a higher power of education, and a reason for me to conquer the big bad high school beast.
hope the Anti-Flag concert was good last night chickies, duckies, i was thinking of you. and meg, will i get to meet mike this weekend or no??
hmmmmm...mmmmm...life just seems so pleasantly slow up here. actually i just feel as if i'm avoiding it. which is fine. avoidance is acceptable, not denial.
think i might nap with my lover labrador sammy. i wonder if sammy can spoon....
remember to love each other, duckies. everything else is irrelevant.
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