Sep 17, 2006 13:42
I will be submitting my two week notice at the end of this week.
This job is doing nothing for my career.
I have revamped my resume and I am highly pissed that my portfolio has not changed that much. Yeah, it is my own fault, but if I didn't need sleep and food I'd be in good shape.
I can't have a fulltime job that sucks all the life out of me, especially when it isn't related to what I want to do (or at least something I enjoy doing).
What is boils down to is this: Why do I sell myself short.
I have skills, I talent, why I am afraid to put myself out there and show them off?
What is behind that.
Each day I go to work, I hate myself a little bit more for giving up.
I want to love my work. I want to love doing my work. I want to love the fruits of my labor.
Sure, people will say that life isn't like that or that isn't real.
Well, I say F.U.!!! I'm going to make the most out of my remaining days on this hunk of rock!!!
I'm not going to be a drone, I am going to break free and actually live!!!
the future,
life,
work,
jobs,
art