Sep 01, 2004 23:57
clean slate, clean journal, clean life
I'm happy I'm happier now
I'm sad that I'm leaving behind the first boy I really truly loved.
I still love you Chad. I hope all the amazing memories of our relationship will help us both move on into our futures.
I want to look in the mirror every night without regret, and most importantly, without self-hate
for everyone that I haven't kept in touch with, which is everyone,
this is my life now:
working at a busy job with fun people, mostly vegan eating, macrobiotic living, yoga, hookah smoking, mad vintage shopping, script writing, future planning..
for other people interested in losing weight/being healthy/feeling better there is no better prescription, honestly.
although I'm not trying to lose more weight.
I'm still a little too obsessed with fashion, beauty, people-bashing, and myself
but hey that makes life fun.
and god it feels weird to be single after over a year..