just another lil update
Is it a bad thing that im always tired and even worst that no matter how tired i am i cannot sleep? Im so worn out all of the time and i cannot focus on a damn thing anymore. I dont know where one thought ended and another began. Sigh. I really need to find a way to relax...you know...get my mind off of all the things that aggrivate me and think about the things that i enjoy. Its kinda wierd how college can really make you think. It makes you think about the friends you have, the job you have, the place you call home. When in high school...you kinda bitched about all that. Now I realize that all that may have been stressful at times, but now i really miss it all. You constantly had something to do whether it be working or just sitting on the couch with a couple of friends. Its really true when you hear people say that you always want what you cant have. I really did take all of the shit for granted. now that im 200 mi away and have absolutely nothing but this god forsaken computer, i miss it all. I dont know how people could spend hours upon hours on the internet...theres nothing really interesting on it. Just a whole bunch of people doing the same thing....looking for something they cant find....well i guess im just gonna try and get some sleep. see if i cant get rid of this feeling.