I like to overthink things.
I lost five pounds. Wooo.
Basically, I've been skipping breakfast, and not eating much for lunch and dinner. Boo?
Does that make me anorexic? Because yeah I said I wanted to lose weight, but I'm not not eating the reason that I'm not eating isn't because I feel fat. I'm just not hungry. (My mother says it's the heat. I tend to agree.)
But then I start thinking about how maybe my subconscious is trying to convince my body to lose weight but making me feel not hungry all the time (never full, just always without the desire to eat).
And then of course there are the emo days when I purposely starve myself but even then... my friend thinks I'm weird because I told her that if I don't eat anything, the hunger goes away. I just forget about it.
Sometimes I worry about myself. Other times I just kinda go with it.
Basically, I've been skipping breakfast, and not eating much for lunch and dinner. Boo?
Does that make me anorexic? Because yeah I said I wanted to lose weight, but I'm not not eating the reason that I'm not eating isn't because I feel fat. I'm just not hungry. (My mother says it's the heat. I tend to agree.)
But then I start thinking about how maybe my subconscious is trying to convince my body to lose weight but making me feel not hungry all the time (never full, just always without the desire to eat).
And then of course there are the emo days when I purposely starve myself but even then... my friend thinks I'm weird because I told her that if I don't eat anything, the hunger goes away. I just forget about it.
Sometimes I worry about myself. Other times I just kinda go with it.