Words

Jan 14, 2008 17:11

Words aren't as creative as back in Mexico.
Perhaps because responsibility has taken over creativity, at least until things settle back to a new apartment.
This guy I am dating is great. I am a bit scared, though of moving on from what I had and because I know the new guy also still is going through memories of his old love.
There is a bright outlooks of us together, but I want to take it EXTREMELY slow. I am also opens to the possibility of other guys.

While talking to some friends, they pointed out that I was the one who hurt my ex and that he was unable to reconcile with me after moving out. But there is a lot more than that yo our story. Truth is, we never had the ideal communication and I also believe we had strong cultural differences: me latin drama, him, stoic seriousness.

I messaged him today. In hopes that we could still have some friendship left, but I wouldn't be able to tell for a while, I guess.....

People appear in our lives to teach us what we need to learn, and I did learn quite enough from him. I miss him a lot, and understand he has moved on.
For me it is quite weird having to come back to the beautiful places we used to hang out, and nostalgia strikes when I know that there is a creative counterpart in my life.

Maybe in a couple of weeks I will realize a better side to all.
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