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sooo... another night of not being able to sleep. Tim just got up.. i think it is the sweetest thing that he doesnt' like sleeping without me.
Well, the prob tonight is, is that i cooked with oil tonight- it was delicious... but did a number on my stomache- tim likes to cook with lots and lots of oil... of course HE LOVED the food, but not me.
have i mentioned that i have become quite the cook? Tonight i made fahitas... chicken ones with red, green, and yellow pepper, cheese, and onion.
i dunno what i'll make tomarrow- but... tim and i make creative dishes almost every night- from SCRATCH :) its fun and rewarding when u eat it and think... wow... i made this!
Carter is doing fine- he's in teh living room right now sleeping- i'm gonna go hold him in a couple.
well, i cleaned the house today- played with carty-poo, went grocery shopping...
i am very pleased with my weight and shape right now. When i left the hospital after having carter, i weighed 220lbs. and now almost 3mo later, i'm 150lbs. i've got 20 more lbs to lose. Now that i have no eating disorder, its amazing. i eat for no other reason, but to live- not out of bordem or when i'm anxious or n-e thing. Weight has been melting off me... The extra weight i DO have on me... its not FAT like you would have if you'd gained weight by eating- when u have a baby, it is different- which is prolly why i'm in size 8 pants- i just have a little more firming up to do in some areas...a c-section will do that to you. since delivery, my boobs have gone from a 38E to a 38DD. I've always had large breast- but i hope after i am done breast feeding, they will go down at least 2 cup sizes! i wonder how much DD breast weigh full of milk?? prolly why i weigh 150lbs adn am in a size 8 pant!!! (fully dressed)
I do pilates... its ok. not very FUN. i would rather do aerobics. but it firms up the middle. A sports bra does not work with DD breast... that is why i hope do lose a few cup sizes. Running... is OUT of the question. its funny- some girls get plastic surgery to have my breasts! me, i would gladly have a reduction done! sometimes my back hurtz.
Well, the prob tonight is, is that i cooked with oil tonight- it was delicious... but did a number on my stomache- tim likes to cook with lots and lots of oil... of course HE LOVED the food, but not me.
have i mentioned that i have become quite the cook? Tonight i made fahitas... chicken ones with red, green, and yellow pepper, cheese, and onion.
i dunno what i'll make tomarrow- but... tim and i make creative dishes almost every night- from SCRATCH :) its fun and rewarding when u eat it and think... wow... i made this!
Carter is doing fine- he's in teh living room right now sleeping- i'm gonna go hold him in a couple.
well, i cleaned the house today- played with carty-poo, went grocery shopping...
i am very pleased with my weight and shape right now. When i left the hospital after having carter, i weighed 220lbs. and now almost 3mo later, i'm 150lbs. i've got 20 more lbs to lose. Now that i have no eating disorder, its amazing. i eat for no other reason, but to live- not out of bordem or when i'm anxious or n-e thing. Weight has been melting off me... The extra weight i DO have on me... its not FAT like you would have if you'd gained weight by eating- when u have a baby, it is different- which is prolly why i'm in size 8 pants- i just have a little more firming up to do in some areas...a c-section will do that to you. since delivery, my boobs have gone from a 38E to a 38DD. I've always had large breast- but i hope after i am done breast feeding, they will go down at least 2 cup sizes! i wonder how much DD breast weigh full of milk?? prolly why i weigh 150lbs adn am in a size 8 pant!!! (fully dressed)
I do pilates... its ok. not very FUN. i would rather do aerobics. but it firms up the middle. A sports bra does not work with DD breast... that is why i hope do lose a few cup sizes. Running... is OUT of the question. its funny- some girls get plastic surgery to have my breasts! me, i would gladly have a reduction done! sometimes my back hurtz.