Mar 03, 2005 09:52
today....was So bLaH i couldn't stand how boring it was and the fact that i fell alseep 8th period and then had to wake up sucked and made the day go by longer. on another note... when did guys become suck drama queens? i mean did they suddenly start to care like girls did or still do and want commitment right away i mean gosh?!! grow a fucking d*ck already. and when did they start" thinking" and shit! where the fuck was i and why didn't anyone ever tell me?! i'm tired of people feeling "confused" and "happy, mad, and sad", at the fucking same time!!! why do i put up with this shit? i think i'm just mad.... i don't like what i'm hearing and i can't do anything about it really so why bother huh?
maybe i should just give them their space and take off.....then when they're ready they'll come looking for me AGAIN and maybe i'll be there maybe i won't...but i don't like sharing guys, i'm sorry and i won't do it for very long so fuck'en choose what you want or i'm gone...and i don't get what you have to be confused about you know what i want.....but i will wait for you...but i won't wait forever...so choose or i'll make the decision easier for you.