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Things arent the same this year. I feel like I'm in grade nine again where gossip and makeup run my social life. I'm becoming one of those girls I hate. The ones that arent clever enough to have a converstation that doesnt include who slept with who, or what someone was wearing that day. I'm closing myself off, letting every little thing bother me.
I'm not the only one changing
I dont feel close to anyone. My little clique are also getting rapped up all this shit. We cant tell eachother our feelings anymore in fear that all of the world will know the next day. I feel like everytime I say something, I'm being judged like it's an interview. I have to watch what I say. Who knows who is listening, if anyone is listening at all.
I'm not the only one changing
I dont feel close to anyone. My little clique are also getting rapped up all this shit. We cant tell eachother our feelings anymore in fear that all of the world will know the next day. I feel like everytime I say something, I'm being judged like it's an interview. I have to watch what I say. Who knows who is listening, if anyone is listening at all.