intensely thinking, yet nothing is producing
<< how artistic i feel
< ever had those days where ur feelin really artistic, yet u can produce nothing but what a 2 year old can? if so, welcome to my world. this made me wanna come out of the non-electronic ages and update this damn journal. the song taylor reminds me of ben stiller, it sounds random until u see his video. sophomore year is so much flipping harder than freshman year,.... who woulda guessed? isnt freshmen and junior year sposed to be the hardest? however, this might possibly be my hardest year. senior year i only have to take like 3 classes, gotta stock up on electives tho. did u kno to be enrolled at mason u gotta take at least 5 classes? damn. that sux. so louise wants to start a trend by going out w/ taylor hayes, and me goin out w/ john vroom. ha yea right, id rather he be a little brother figure than a little boyfriend. i love babies, but only in the cuddly way. no sexing babies for me, thanks for the offer tho. im not saying no b/c hes younger, im sayin no b/c hes more of the 4th brother i never had. also hes still a middle schooler, id never see him even if i did think of him that way. MAY ITS 5 1/2 MONTHS TIL UR HOME!!! AND ONE WEEK TIL UR SWEET 16!!! YEEHAW! i wish i were there to throw u a huge party,.... or just a major Wednesday. :0) even though the rituals of valentines day was souly started to produce a higher income for Hallmark, its gained some spirit throughout the years. this year was definetly different. i normally despise feb.14th. however, this year hoehn was my valentine, and it was quite fun just going out and getting a present for a friend. his card, might i add, was exquisitely perfect. the cover said "on this valentine's day i only wish that u do one thing...." and the inside "Me." quite ingenious for our "relationship". we hung out that day which we havent done in a long time, he came to maggie's house, i went to go get candy w/ him and we met up w/ maggie, britt, and liz (maggie's paid friend) at baskin robbins. there i stole britt's cherry from her overloaded banana split and she got super pissed. then i poured all of maggie's gummi bears in my mouth, then spat them back in the cup they came in. just to annoy her, cuz i always steal her food. over the weekend i met logan's boyfriend, Joey. what a sweet guy. he's so awesome. for vday, he wrote her a poem; which for a guy he his highly talented at that mushy stuff. he also gave her roses, yet one of them was fake. he said he would love her until the last one dies..... and the last one to die would be fake, so itd never die. cute? corny? lil of both. i laughed, haha.
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