Jun 08, 2006 21:56
So... yeah...
Things are not so great.
I've been freaking out all the time. I feel like I'm going crazy.
I've been having panic attacks like every other day now and when I'm not tweaking out I just feel completely unresponsive. As a result, I have to cut out all caffine from my diet. Get plenty of sleep, avaid things that make me nervous. Sleep with the lights on. I can't even finnish this book I'm reading because it gives me nightmares. I feel like I'm on a diet of sprite and pills... and cigarretes.
Everyone is coddling me. Which I also hate. Eight messages a day: "how are you? Give me a call if you need anything."
People who I thought knew nothing.
Hmmm...
Karlynn