It's harder than I expected.

[karlymorrig]

For my sake, I really need to get my mind off you. Time to move on, goddamnit. What's wrong with you kalya? There's no use in dwelling in what she might be thinking. Move on! Fuck. Lock it up, push it aside, you've done it before, do it again. Your romantic little heart will find someone AFTER 'A's. It's better for her anyway if she's not with you.

And stop thinking about him possibly being anything more than friends. The lack of distraction is just making you spend more time with him. Along with everyone else.

Wake up to reality kalya.