Love, Is It Worth What You Give?

[karleezie830]

Thiis weekend was pretty good...

-Tiff went with me to the Fury hockey game yesterday. We hung out with Scott and his cousin Josh. Yeah, I don't like him as more than a friend, so it was kind of weird, because he still likes me. I know it sounds really mean and everything, but seriously. He called SO fricken much. It just got old. I don't want a

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[karleezie830]

Hey Brit! First of all, you're not going to lose me. We may have our fights and it may seem like we're growing apart, but I'm always going to be here for you when you need me. I know I said crap about you and Eric and how I think you leave me for him or whatever. Well, it's because I realized something. I realized that it does hurt. It hurts when a guy seems to become more important than yourself, the friend. I appologized to you before, because I knew that it hurt you when I made Josh such a huge part of my life, but I had no idea how much it really did bug you. I know that it is a crappy feeling now. I have no reason to be mad at you though. You really aren't doing anything wrong. You love Eric and you love the time you spend with him. I know exactly how it feels. You like hanging out with your friends, but no one can top the feeling you get when you're with "him". Trust me, I know exactly how it feels. I know you don't wanna hurt me and you don't wanna lose your friend. Do you really think I could leave you? You stayed my friends through a year and half of this. I know it's going to be different with us now that you have Eric in your life, but I can see how happy you are with him and I don't want you to have to regret having that feeling. I really do think we should hang out though. It's so much fricken fun and I miss it a lot. I love you tons! <3 I'm here for ya babe!

[tickles_8_29_90]

i know... thnk you so much... yea i did stick by your side during the time you were with josh... yea it does hurt and its hard to deal with... im so happy that im with eric and if anything happens between me and him your the first one im going to crawl to crying my eyes out... he has told me that if he doesnt have self controll that he will leave me so he can have controll and i dont want that to happen so i have to tell him no for now on... thnk you so much love you lotz!!! <33 Brittany

[karleezie830]

WoOhoo! Be strong! ALl the consequences aren't worth one good time. Hmm.. yeah.

[tickles_8_29_90]

yea i kno... im scared about the consequences like big time i tell him im not scared because hes freaking out like big time and i dont wnat him to know im freaking out... but yea if anything happens to me and i am anything i would let you know and i would be asking you for what to do... oh did you hear about jacob he broke his leg and hes in a snowbaording accident... yea interesting.. well gotta go ttyl bye <33

[karleezie830]

You need to tell him how you feel though. I know he cares and wants to know what's going on with you. He deserves to know. DOn't even be afraid to tell me either.