Thanks For ACTING Like You Cared
Yesterday
-Every time I saw "him".. I thought I was gonna get sick. -Prep assembly. Jimmy got duct taped to the wall.. aww. : (
-Went to the hockey game with Mario [as friends people]. Other than an old man hitting on me, it was pretty much the same as always.
Today
-I got a couple of unexpected phone calls. Shelly. Ü I miss her liike whooa. lol And James and Jake. Heck yess... a new guy. Okay, fine.. I don't like him. He's not really the type of guy I see myself with. He sounds cute and he's really nice. Jake, by the way. Who knows, probably won't go ANYWHERE at all.
-I figured out this awesome way to get my feelings out. A really obvious way, but it really works. I write all the things I can't tell anyone in my "journal" thingy. It'll be awesome going back and reading it when I'm older. Anyways, it really helps me. :-P
This is getting really old. What happened to.. "Being single is awesome"? It's not when you know what it's like to have someone. Someone to hold in your arms and tell you they love you. Someone who makes you feel like no one else can. That's what I want. Well, what I really want is to find "the one" now. That way I'll never get my heart broken again. Wouldn't that be something. GOsh, I sound exactly the same as when Joe broke up with me. Not this again...