Back To My Uneventful Life
I get pretty sick of this. I was definately looking forward to my weekend. My first weekend as a single and unattached highschooler. I needed fun stuff to do to keep my mind off of everything. It hurts so much to be alone, because then I'm reminded of the pain and I want that pain to go away even if I have to ignore it to do so. Anyways, instead of my FuN weekend... I get stuck doing nothing. Parents. WhOoa.. it's so stupid. They don't know how much I need my friends and how much being alone hurts. I didn't mean to get angry with them, but seriously.. I wish they knew how I feel.
YeStErDaY-I went over to Lauren's house. Lauren, Kali, Becca and I just watched movies and hung out. We watched The Village. Oooh.. it wasn't scary, but it was pretty good. I love hangin out with them, because you can just sit there and listen to all their interesting stories. It's hilarious... you can't get bored with them. Then, I went to the doctors. That's always fun. We were there for about two and a half hours. Some place to spend your day. If something was actually accomplished it'd be nice, but all he said was that it wasn't bad enough for them to do anything about it, so I should just come back in a year. My back that is. Yep, I have scoliosis by the way. Next, I went to Mario's house. For once in my life, I can actually hang out with my guy friends. It's nice knowing that I can hang out with a guy other than my boyfriend. The only guys I've hung out with for a looong time were my boyfriends. Anyways, we watched The Day After Tomorrow and just hung out and talked. He thought I was bored, but I had a lot of fun.
ToDaY~I went to the highschool with Lauren. There was some Middle School Honors Band thingy. People came to us to sign in, we gave them shirts, papers and name tags and told them were to go. We did some other stuff for Mr. Erne also.. little easy things that he didn't have time for. I actually had fun though. I had fun working.. WhOa! Kyle and KC came over too. They're awesome... a lot of fun. KC's a pretty cool guy, but he's only 13. HmM.. good for a friend though. He's really sweet and he's a total show off. It's kind of cute.
This is awesome. The movie would be starting in approximately two minutes, but I'm not there. It wouldn't be so bad, but I also ruined my friends plans. That's why I want to move out. Then, there'd be no one to stop me from doing the things I want to do.
*He said "All you have to do is hold on".. and then he let go.*