well.....
So I haven't posted here in awhile and I am not sure when I will again. I sometimes think it defeats the purpose when all I have to post is stuff that makes me unhappy. I at present have NO idea what in life can or will make me happy. It gets a bit tiring when every time I find something...or someone that makes me happy in some way, it gets screwed up and I end up hurt. So I am thinking I am just going to kind of withdraw from things for awhile, perhaps attempt to put my life...and all these emotions in perspective somehow. Will be interesting to see what happens I suppose....