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I don't normally discuss my mental/emotional states here... I feel no need to burden any of you with my flavor of nuttier than squirrel shit... but over the last two weeks i've felt odd. Normally my mood swings are usually calm or happy to rage or anger, but last week it wasn't anger... it was annoyance. Which can certainly lead to anger but it didn't have that sorta feeling. it lasted like 3 or 4 days. Than it slipped into a crazy this crazy depression and since than i have been up and down several times every day. I say it because when they happen i have this knack for stepping outside of myself and observing my mood swings. this way i don't let them control me. Usually i can turn them back but this past week it's been so out of control i've let myself slip once or twice. I take lamictal for these kinds of things... I'm kinda wondering if i'm cracking up here because of the recent increase in stress or if it's something else.