Fic: Result isn´t always a part of the plan 4/? (Glee)
Title: Result isn't always a part of the plan 4/?
Author: karlamartinova
Pairing: Will/Rachel, Quinn/Finn
Genre: Angst
Rating: PG
Disclaimer: Own nothing, and certainly not Glee!
AN: This story has a life of its own, really. And I should warn you, I am going to totally rewrite the end of the season, so I may have drop a few spoilers here.
AN1: Sorry for the delay, but I have a job! Finally!
AN2: I will hide here a small pimp for gleeverse , come and join this interactive challenge comm. We need especially teachers (I am one too), join and say that I sent you:)
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Quinn felt frozen. When she first decided that she wants Finn back no matter what, she counted on many scenarios to happen. She was prepared to lose, to accept that he really does love Rachel. But him finding out about it wasn’t written anywhere, it was something she didn’t count on, and yet, it happened.
She was still standing on the narrow pavement in front of her new home and Finn was still staring her down from the front porch, the time stopped and Quinn felt when her heartbeat became so loud she wasn’t sure if she will be able to hear again.
But then the hell broke loose.
“How could you, Quinn? How could to say something like that? First to me, now to Rachel. What did you tell Mr. Schue? What did you do, Quinn?” he started to shout from the porch but moved and now was stood exactly in front of her.
“Finn, I didn’t mean to hurt anyone, I just….,” she started but knew there isn’t anything she could do, he will hate her forever, no matter how much she still loved him.
Finn shook his head and turned his back on her, like to listen to her alone was the worst thing he could do. Quinn felt her heart breaking all over again.
“And you know what is the worst thing about this?” he asked not really expecting an answer. Finn turned around and looked at her, she saw something in his eyes she never did before. She saw a strong minded Finn, a Finn that could change the world if he would want too.
“I’m not even sure if I even feel something toward Rachel. I’m not sure if I did forget about you, I just knew I didn’t want to get hurt like that again, but it seems you managed it all over again.”
Quinn closed her eyes when tears started to find their way in and when she blinked Finn was gone.
Xxxx
Will didn’t like his new apartment at first. It didn’t feel like home, no family photos, no memories. It felt cold and empty. But he was sure that now, after this evening, the feeling will come. He felt that his Glee kids were as much his family as any other relative he had.
They were his and he was theirs. It was wonderful feeling.
He noticed that Finn is sitting as far from Quinn as possible. Will didn’t like the tension that these two built but he knew teenagers, it will pass. He was more worried about a different tension, a one he was involved in. These last few days were spent in intense rehearsals and he didn't have time to think about Rachel, well no too much. They spent almost all free time together; it brought them even closer. He saw Rachel talking to Mercedes and it seemed that they finally made peace together. They were now currently involved in discussing the best “diva” song.
It was nice to see Rachel so comfortable in the group; she went a long way from the girl he came to know nine months ago. Will just wasn’t sure when she came to be more than a student, more than a friend.
“Mr. Schue, do you have some herbal tea?” Mercedes asked from her spot next to Rachel.
“Sure, I think so,” he answered.
Rachel stood from the carpet. “I’ll look.” She went past him and he breathed deeply in her perfume. He wasn’t even sure when she started to wear one.
He turned toward the small kitchen any yelled behind her. “The highest counter, wait, I’ll help,” he said and went there when he realized it’s too high for her.
She was standing there staring there. “Yeah, I don’t have the right proportions,” she said and he grinned. He totally didn’t agree.
Rachel stood a bit aside to make him enough place so he can reach. The cupboard was full of stuff he wasn’t sure if he would ever need but he wanted to have everything, to make this apartment a home. Now he was sure you don’t need to spent money to achieve that.
He took the box of herbal tea but then made a mistake of looking downwards. Rachel was staring at him with her usual innocent expression. He didn’t feel especially innocent. He stared back. Rachel opened her lips and bit in her lip. It made him want to kiss her, just lean and do it.
He thanked God a beat later when boxes came falling on them.
“Ehm, sorry,” he apologized and knelt to pick up tea boxes, Rachel didn’t say anything just smiled from her place next to the counter.
“Mr. Schue?” a voice came from doorway and they both looked there guiltily. Quinn was standing there caressing her baby bump. “Can you make me tea too?”
“Sure,” he nodded and hoped that their situation looked as innocent it should be.
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Will was too relieved when Rachel got a call from her dads. He really didn’t need more temptation. He hated himself for that. He was lusting after a sixteen years old girl. It didn’t feel like him but Rachel also wasn’t any normal sixteen years old.
Kids were leaving in groups, now there were just Kurt, Mercedes and Quinn. They all waited for Mrs. Jones to give them a ride.
He looked at Quinn and tried to read her expression. She looked sad and hurt, he was almost sure it didn’t have anything to do with their little incident in the kitchen. But just needed to talk to her.
“Quinn, can I have a word with you?” he asked and all three looked up to him. He could see that Quinn was a bit nervous and hesitated for a second, but she eventually rose and followed him into kitchen.
Will leaned on the counter. Quinn stayed in the doorway. She looked so fragile and afraid that Will was afraid to speak.
“Quinn, I just want to ask you if everything it’s ok, you seem a little off,” he spoke slowly and to his horror Quinn’s features broke and a flow of tears came next. Will moved from the counter and took her in his arms.
He didn’t ask anything, he waited.
“I destroyed everything; I hurt so many of you. I’m sorry, Mr.Schue, I’m so sorry,” she spoke choking on her own tears. She apologize more and Will wondered what bad can this sweet girl do.
Another AN: Sorry to spam you, but in less than a week I am opening a multifandom angst meme at seasonal_angst and I would love to have some Glee fans there too:)
Author: karlamartinova
Pairing: Will/Rachel, Quinn/Finn
Genre: Angst
Rating: PG
Disclaimer: Own nothing, and certainly not Glee!
AN: This story has a life of its own, really. And I should warn you, I am going to totally rewrite the end of the season, so I may have drop a few spoilers here.
AN1: Sorry for the delay, but I have a job! Finally!
AN2: I will hide here a small pimp for gleeverse , come and join this interactive challenge comm. We need especially teachers (I am one too), join and say that I sent you:)
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Quinn felt frozen. When she first decided that she wants Finn back no matter what, she counted on many scenarios to happen. She was prepared to lose, to accept that he really does love Rachel. But him finding out about it wasn’t written anywhere, it was something she didn’t count on, and yet, it happened.
She was still standing on the narrow pavement in front of her new home and Finn was still staring her down from the front porch, the time stopped and Quinn felt when her heartbeat became so loud she wasn’t sure if she will be able to hear again.
But then the hell broke loose.
“How could you, Quinn? How could to say something like that? First to me, now to Rachel. What did you tell Mr. Schue? What did you do, Quinn?” he started to shout from the porch but moved and now was stood exactly in front of her.
“Finn, I didn’t mean to hurt anyone, I just….,” she started but knew there isn’t anything she could do, he will hate her forever, no matter how much she still loved him.
Finn shook his head and turned his back on her, like to listen to her alone was the worst thing he could do. Quinn felt her heart breaking all over again.
“And you know what is the worst thing about this?” he asked not really expecting an answer. Finn turned around and looked at her, she saw something in his eyes she never did before. She saw a strong minded Finn, a Finn that could change the world if he would want too.
“I’m not even sure if I even feel something toward Rachel. I’m not sure if I did forget about you, I just knew I didn’t want to get hurt like that again, but it seems you managed it all over again.”
Quinn closed her eyes when tears started to find their way in and when she blinked Finn was gone.
Xxxx
Will didn’t like his new apartment at first. It didn’t feel like home, no family photos, no memories. It felt cold and empty. But he was sure that now, after this evening, the feeling will come. He felt that his Glee kids were as much his family as any other relative he had.
They were his and he was theirs. It was wonderful feeling.
He noticed that Finn is sitting as far from Quinn as possible. Will didn’t like the tension that these two built but he knew teenagers, it will pass. He was more worried about a different tension, a one he was involved in. These last few days were spent in intense rehearsals and he didn't have time to think about Rachel, well no too much. They spent almost all free time together; it brought them even closer. He saw Rachel talking to Mercedes and it seemed that they finally made peace together. They were now currently involved in discussing the best “diva” song.
It was nice to see Rachel so comfortable in the group; she went a long way from the girl he came to know nine months ago. Will just wasn’t sure when she came to be more than a student, more than a friend.
“Mr. Schue, do you have some herbal tea?” Mercedes asked from her spot next to Rachel.
“Sure, I think so,” he answered.
Rachel stood from the carpet. “I’ll look.” She went past him and he breathed deeply in her perfume. He wasn’t even sure when she started to wear one.
He turned toward the small kitchen any yelled behind her. “The highest counter, wait, I’ll help,” he said and went there when he realized it’s too high for her.
She was standing there staring there. “Yeah, I don’t have the right proportions,” she said and he grinned. He totally didn’t agree.
Rachel stood a bit aside to make him enough place so he can reach. The cupboard was full of stuff he wasn’t sure if he would ever need but he wanted to have everything, to make this apartment a home. Now he was sure you don’t need to spent money to achieve that.
He took the box of herbal tea but then made a mistake of looking downwards. Rachel was staring at him with her usual innocent expression. He didn’t feel especially innocent. He stared back. Rachel opened her lips and bit in her lip. It made him want to kiss her, just lean and do it.
He thanked God a beat later when boxes came falling on them.
“Ehm, sorry,” he apologized and knelt to pick up tea boxes, Rachel didn’t say anything just smiled from her place next to the counter.
“Mr. Schue?” a voice came from doorway and they both looked there guiltily. Quinn was standing there caressing her baby bump. “Can you make me tea too?”
“Sure,” he nodded and hoped that their situation looked as innocent it should be.
xxxx
Will was too relieved when Rachel got a call from her dads. He really didn’t need more temptation. He hated himself for that. He was lusting after a sixteen years old girl. It didn’t feel like him but Rachel also wasn’t any normal sixteen years old.
Kids were leaving in groups, now there were just Kurt, Mercedes and Quinn. They all waited for Mrs. Jones to give them a ride.
He looked at Quinn and tried to read her expression. She looked sad and hurt, he was almost sure it didn’t have anything to do with their little incident in the kitchen. But just needed to talk to her.
“Quinn, can I have a word with you?” he asked and all three looked up to him. He could see that Quinn was a bit nervous and hesitated for a second, but she eventually rose and followed him into kitchen.
Will leaned on the counter. Quinn stayed in the doorway. She looked so fragile and afraid that Will was afraid to speak.
“Quinn, I just want to ask you if everything it’s ok, you seem a little off,” he spoke slowly and to his horror Quinn’s features broke and a flow of tears came next. Will moved from the counter and took her in his arms.
He didn’t ask anything, he waited.
“I destroyed everything; I hurt so many of you. I’m sorry, Mr.Schue, I’m so sorry,” she spoke choking on her own tears. She apologize more and Will wondered what bad can this sweet girl do.
Another AN: Sorry to spam you, but in less than a week I am opening a multifandom angst meme at seasonal_angst and I would love to have some Glee fans there too:)