Oh you dirty, dirty money...
* GLEE! I actually liked it and yep, I am quite shocked about it but yay, they finally realize that Rachel/Kurt BFF-ness could save this show, go on like this and we will understand each other :)
* I could rant, could I? I didnt for a while now. Mostly its not because I do not have anything to rant about but because I didnt find it important. But I got an email from Australia and they are actually asking me to tell my boss that I am leaving and buy a plane ticket but that means finality, complete acceptance that I am really leaving. Uff, telling my boss would be difficult. I almost told her yesterday, she came here to rant about how much she hates her job and wants to go somewhere on an adventure, I had to bite my tongue not to yell "I am going!". It seems I really had to tell her now, I am planning on doing it on Monday, hope she wont bite my head off, well, I wouldnt blame her much.
* Remember my small rant about the contest? Some other things came out then too. I have this friend, I know her all my life, we lived together for a while and she told me pretty personal stuff about her family and she really has a problem with telling things about herself. If I would believe in "best friend" she would definitely be the one. But, she has changed. The day before the contest she told us, or better said was asked first, that she wont help us because she is going to visit her friend. We were all pretty shocked but noone said anything. The next day her brother (hey, remember Michael?) came really angry and said that she is making him crazy, that she keeps doing stuff noone understands and I realize that yep, something is definitely off. I needed to vent and talked about it with other friend only to see her later talk to her, I realized that some of my words might have been harsh and I didnt want her to be sad so I went to talk to her. She explained to me why she refused to help us. The reason was stupid, really stupid, something the other girls used to do and we both together used to laugh about it, now she did the same.
I was quite shocked and told her that I wanted her there because we were both busy through the summer, she was working too and that I wanted to spend some time with her, to that came her mom and told her not to be stupid and come. She came, got drunk and left. She didnt try to socialize, kept hiding in the bufet with us, not talking much either.
We all know what the reason for her change and yep, its a man. But I knew her a long time, was there through all her relationships and she never changed like this because of a guy and I know she doesnt love him that much. I talked about it with a colleague and she said that she came throught the same, changed and lost all her friends because of a man. She told me how should I behave but I still think there must be something behind it. Could a relationship change you this much? Makes you neglect people you know all your life, stop all your usual habbits? Really? Then for me its another reason not to want one. End.
* I will be at work a lot next few weeks, I got the unexpected vacation, now I need to pay for it. Well, I will manage it somehow but I feel there is quite a few things that need my attention. My colleague is getting married along with my friend. I am organizing one hen night and helping to choose the wedding gift for both of them. Plus, my father is turning 50 next month and we are still choosing the perfect gift! I also want to fix in the situation in our little group before I leave. Well then, onto it!
* I could rant, could I? I didnt for a while now. Mostly its not because I do not have anything to rant about but because I didnt find it important. But I got an email from Australia and they are actually asking me to tell my boss that I am leaving and buy a plane ticket but that means finality, complete acceptance that I am really leaving. Uff, telling my boss would be difficult. I almost told her yesterday, she came here to rant about how much she hates her job and wants to go somewhere on an adventure, I had to bite my tongue not to yell "I am going!". It seems I really had to tell her now, I am planning on doing it on Monday, hope she wont bite my head off, well, I wouldnt blame her much.
* Remember my small rant about the contest? Some other things came out then too. I have this friend, I know her all my life, we lived together for a while and she told me pretty personal stuff about her family and she really has a problem with telling things about herself. If I would believe in "best friend" she would definitely be the one. But, she has changed. The day before the contest she told us, or better said was asked first, that she wont help us because she is going to visit her friend. We were all pretty shocked but noone said anything. The next day her brother (hey, remember Michael?) came really angry and said that she is making him crazy, that she keeps doing stuff noone understands and I realize that yep, something is definitely off. I needed to vent and talked about it with other friend only to see her later talk to her, I realized that some of my words might have been harsh and I didnt want her to be sad so I went to talk to her. She explained to me why she refused to help us. The reason was stupid, really stupid, something the other girls used to do and we both together used to laugh about it, now she did the same.
I was quite shocked and told her that I wanted her there because we were both busy through the summer, she was working too and that I wanted to spend some time with her, to that came her mom and told her not to be stupid and come. She came, got drunk and left. She didnt try to socialize, kept hiding in the bufet with us, not talking much either.
We all know what the reason for her change and yep, its a man. But I knew her a long time, was there through all her relationships and she never changed like this because of a guy and I know she doesnt love him that much. I talked about it with a colleague and she said that she came throught the same, changed and lost all her friends because of a man. She told me how should I behave but I still think there must be something behind it. Could a relationship change you this much? Makes you neglect people you know all your life, stop all your usual habbits? Really? Then for me its another reason not to want one. End.
* I will be at work a lot next few weeks, I got the unexpected vacation, now I need to pay for it. Well, I will manage it somehow but I feel there is quite a few things that need my attention. My colleague is getting married along with my friend. I am organizing one hen night and helping to choose the wedding gift for both of them. Plus, my father is turning 50 next month and we are still choosing the perfect gift! I also want to fix in the situation in our little group before I leave. Well then, onto it!