A fresh start

Jul 27, 2005 01:01

Well, I just made this new journal account. I have got to keep telling myself that I need to keep coming back here to update! I have created like 5 or 6 of these over the years and needless to say, they have been neglected! I don't assume that will happen considering the fact that I have been on the biggest writing kick I've ever been on lately! My mind has been really going, constantly urging me to write. To write down all of the thought provoking things I have in this little yet complex head of mine. Writing is really an awesome escape, and sometimes when you're depressed or down, it can immediatley draw you out of the depression and lift your sprits. (Sometimes that happens, but I guess it really depends on the severity of your depression.) I've just been kind of down lately because I'm so sick of the summertime. I'm so sick of being at home and seeing the same rooms and the same people over and over again. I get so bored and so sad. I'm at the point where I'm wanting and needing more friends. At this point in my life, I feel that I only have 2-3 good friends. Sure, that's enough good friends, but I want company. Company is something that my 2-3 good friends aren't able to provide me with much because they are working or having some other kind of issue. These 2-3 people are the people that I trust with my life and all that I have. (Wait, that's really only one person..) Oh well. This semester at school shall be a little more active because I'll have Amy. Yay! Looking forward to that. Maybe I'll meet some new people. That's what I need.. I need more interaction with people. -sigh-

Well, I have not really been up to much. This past Monday, I went to the golf course with my dad and Mr. Randy. That was fun, I guess. I was very nervous trying to drive the golf cart under my dad's instruction. As a matter of fact, I scraped some skin off of my damn thumb because I was griping the steering wheel too tight. Oh well, better than sitting here, which I intend to do for the rest of the week. This weekend shall be filled with joy and laughter.. Going to see Ryan Cabrera at Blue Bayou with Amy, Amy P., and my "girlfriend" Erin. Should be great! I'll post about it when I come home from all of the festivities! Other than that.. hmm.. I miss Eric and hope that I can see him soon. We might be going to New Orleans before the start of school. If not, I'll see him for the Lifehouse concert on AUGUST 23RD.. YAY!!!!!!!!!!! SUPER HAPPY ABOUT THAT ONE!

Well, so far, that's what's been going down with me.. Not much I know, but really people, my life is not that exciting.. so don't be expecting too much! Shall post here almost everyday and when I have random writing spirts which will probably be a couple times a day to say the least. Well.. bye bye! :)
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