today.
I love and hate (for lack of better words) how my life is probably so parrallel to everyone else's lives that it can correspond to my horoscope so well -_-" But at the same time, its pretty cool how things can be so coincidental. Some people like to be victims of fate. At least they have someone, or something to blame for their rash decisions (horrible way of thinking). Am I not correct? Rhetorical question. Either way, answering yes or no wouldn't really get me anywhere, since two conclusions were presented and I wouldn't know which one you were saying yes or no to. I didn't do that on purpose. Must be coincidental.
You know, I never really used to believe in fate. I still don't, but its awfully hard to ignore.
Its not like I don't know whats right. I'm not stupid. Its not like I don't want to do whats right. Its not like I don't follow through on whats right eventually. I'm just stalling. You know, procrastinating in my sweet bliss of knowing. And, in the mean time, hopefully, hopefully, I can get on your nerves and spite you, letting you think you're the smart one for once but at the same time, piss you off so much you can almost...almost, hate me. I'll be watching from the other side laughing and laughing in my sweet, sweet bliss of knowing.
I'll let you in on a little secret. Half the time while I'm "procrastinating" (for lack of a better word), I let myself fall off the bridge into the sea of ignorance and I somehow always get back on the bridge..somehow. Maybe while their saving me, I must be totally unconscious during that process, never hurting and never learning. Trusting yourself that much has its downfalls. Maybe, I really don't know and I've become my own victim. Who knows? ..Who knows? Maybe on the other side, they're laughing at me.
..Everyone's a hero in their own minds.
p.s it looks so green and alive outside. ...makes me happy. :)
You know, I never really used to believe in fate. I still don't, but its awfully hard to ignore.
Its not like I don't know whats right. I'm not stupid. Its not like I don't want to do whats right. Its not like I don't follow through on whats right eventually. I'm just stalling. You know, procrastinating in my sweet bliss of knowing. And, in the mean time, hopefully, hopefully, I can get on your nerves and spite you, letting you think you're the smart one for once but at the same time, piss you off so much you can almost...almost, hate me. I'll be watching from the other side laughing and laughing in my sweet, sweet bliss of knowing.
I'll let you in on a little secret. Half the time while I'm "procrastinating" (for lack of a better word), I let myself fall off the bridge into the sea of ignorance and I somehow always get back on the bridge..somehow. Maybe while their saving me, I must be totally unconscious during that process, never hurting and never learning. Trusting yourself that much has its downfalls. Maybe, I really don't know and I've become my own victim. Who knows? ..Who knows? Maybe on the other side, they're laughing at me.
..Everyone's a hero in their own minds.
p.s it looks so green and alive outside. ...makes me happy. :)