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Hey guys. I know I haven't been back here much. There are a lot of reasons for that. I won't go into them here, but I thought I'd give you guys a status update of what's going on in my life.
My life's pretty hectic. I may only be taking 12 credits, but I still can't feel at peace. There's some family stress in there, but nothing like parental troubles. Although my parents are a trouble, they generally let me handle my own business now. I just need them to write checks for me.
My job at IHOP is going better I suppose. I've been working there for roughly a month now. Things are going all right. I still feel like I don't know the menu well enough and the rushes can make me feel really hectic sometimes, but overall things are good. I'm making good money, and the rushes bother me less each week.
School wise.... I'm trying to step it up. It's hard when there isn't any determination though. Just how things are I suppose. I can just barely care. A friend told me this:"Well no wonder you can't be motivated by the future, you're barely staying afloat in the present." I guess that's kind of depressing. Too bad it is, cause that's the way things are now.
I met with a dean and a career counselor. What they did for me, was refer me to other people. I haven't set up those appointments yet though. I'm hoping to set them up in the near future. Before the 16th hopefully, so that I can get what I need for my spring schedule down. It's gay that I'm practically a whole year behind one of my friends, but that's what happens when you're lazy in high school I guess.
I've been getting back into massages. There's a massage table that's about $159 that I'm thinking about buying. Right now, I don't think I can cause I haven't contributed this month's money to my student loans yet. It's rough too with the economy the interest rate on loans are going up. Next year my parents don't want me to take out loans. I'm thinking how the hell am I supposed to pay for college then? Things seem pretty grim sometimes, but I'm still working my ass off. At least I feel I am.
I'm watching a series called 篮球火it's translated as Hot Shot. Has some actors I'm familiar with so I decided to watch it. Plus it has Alan Luo in it. Since he's my latest artist and I like his personality, I figured I might as well see how he acts too. He really is a goof ball, so I think the role suits him well. Really lets him just mess around a bit. It's actually airing in Taiwan now, so it's really cool. The episodes are 80 minutes long though. Kind of hard to take in with a good amount of not wanting more. Since I'm so used to 45 minute runs. I always feel like I haven't watched everything so I need to watch more. But it's cool.
The coach is so fucking hot. I don't know how she can have mini-skirts that are that tight and still walk around... in high heels no less. Much respect for girls who can pull that off without killing their feet.
Yup besides that I don't have much else to report. Check out taintxlight for the gushy core of how this all has really been affecting me.
Take care guys! Hope to see and do some crazy stuff with you peoples soon.
My life's pretty hectic. I may only be taking 12 credits, but I still can't feel at peace. There's some family stress in there, but nothing like parental troubles. Although my parents are a trouble, they generally let me handle my own business now. I just need them to write checks for me.
My job at IHOP is going better I suppose. I've been working there for roughly a month now. Things are going all right. I still feel like I don't know the menu well enough and the rushes can make me feel really hectic sometimes, but overall things are good. I'm making good money, and the rushes bother me less each week.
School wise.... I'm trying to step it up. It's hard when there isn't any determination though. Just how things are I suppose. I can just barely care. A friend told me this:"Well no wonder you can't be motivated by the future, you're barely staying afloat in the present." I guess that's kind of depressing. Too bad it is, cause that's the way things are now.
I met with a dean and a career counselor. What they did for me, was refer me to other people. I haven't set up those appointments yet though. I'm hoping to set them up in the near future. Before the 16th hopefully, so that I can get what I need for my spring schedule down. It's gay that I'm practically a whole year behind one of my friends, but that's what happens when you're lazy in high school I guess.
I've been getting back into massages. There's a massage table that's about $159 that I'm thinking about buying. Right now, I don't think I can cause I haven't contributed this month's money to my student loans yet. It's rough too with the economy the interest rate on loans are going up. Next year my parents don't want me to take out loans. I'm thinking how the hell am I supposed to pay for college then? Things seem pretty grim sometimes, but I'm still working my ass off. At least I feel I am.
I'm watching a series called 篮球火it's translated as Hot Shot. Has some actors I'm familiar with so I decided to watch it. Plus it has Alan Luo in it. Since he's my latest artist and I like his personality, I figured I might as well see how he acts too. He really is a goof ball, so I think the role suits him well. Really lets him just mess around a bit. It's actually airing in Taiwan now, so it's really cool. The episodes are 80 minutes long though. Kind of hard to take in with a good amount of not wanting more. Since I'm so used to 45 minute runs. I always feel like I haven't watched everything so I need to watch more. But it's cool.
The coach is so fucking hot. I don't know how she can have mini-skirts that are that tight and still walk around... in high heels no less. Much respect for girls who can pull that off without killing their feet.
Yup besides that I don't have much else to report. Check out taintxlight for the gushy core of how this all has really been affecting me.
Take care guys! Hope to see and do some crazy stuff with you peoples soon.