the chicken shirt and surprise muffins
we went to get lots of applications today.
agenda for tomorrow:
take the bus and return them
go to bookmans and be at one with my inner nerd. i love that place.
i wrote cara a letter tonight. yay.
my mom told me she'd give me 150 for my plane ticket to mass for april, unless my sister has to have major surgery, in which case, i probably won't be going anywhere. my mom offered to come down and take care of laura, but she said no, she doesn't think she'd ever leave if she came down to "visit" and she's probably right. my mother is a sneaky one.
lauren's making "surprise" muffins that have jelly in the center. that's exciting. i don't know if i can stay awake long enough to taste them though...i'm kinda tired...it's 2 a.m.
i wish i was more of a morning person than a night person.
i started reading raine marie rilke's "letters to a young poet" again and thought of jasmin a lot for some reason. i wonder why. i guess it's because if she's as like me as she seems she'd probably appreciate the insight, but she also probably wouldn't sit down to read it. she seems like the type that may fidget a lot and put the book down a lot. but then again...i could be wrong.
i've noticed that i want to read so many books...but...i'm way to fidgety..haha.
i really am though. i have a lot of great books and i just lack patience.
blah.
i've been super irritable lately. i think i'm mostly mad at myself for being such an asshole and feeling like i'm not doing enough right now in life. so...i'm just gonna do more i think... couldn't hurt.
i can't wait to be in fitchburg :D !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! : )
i'm gonna surprise trish and candace...hopefully rachel can find a way to fitchburg so i can see her when i'm there. mm...i talked to her for like an hour and a half last night...let me tell you... that girl...oof. she was absolutely amazing in bed. and she's really fucking smart. so those two things combined....oh my god.
i started working out again today. hooo ahhh! i'm optimistic about getting a job and going to mass and i'm gonna be losing more weight before i leave so i need to get my ass in gear.
i'm very excited....
agenda for tomorrow:
take the bus and return them
go to bookmans and be at one with my inner nerd. i love that place.
i wrote cara a letter tonight. yay.
my mom told me she'd give me 150 for my plane ticket to mass for april, unless my sister has to have major surgery, in which case, i probably won't be going anywhere. my mom offered to come down and take care of laura, but she said no, she doesn't think she'd ever leave if she came down to "visit" and she's probably right. my mother is a sneaky one.
lauren's making "surprise" muffins that have jelly in the center. that's exciting. i don't know if i can stay awake long enough to taste them though...i'm kinda tired...it's 2 a.m.
i wish i was more of a morning person than a night person.
i started reading raine marie rilke's "letters to a young poet" again and thought of jasmin a lot for some reason. i wonder why. i guess it's because if she's as like me as she seems she'd probably appreciate the insight, but she also probably wouldn't sit down to read it. she seems like the type that may fidget a lot and put the book down a lot. but then again...i could be wrong.
i've noticed that i want to read so many books...but...i'm way to fidgety..haha.
i really am though. i have a lot of great books and i just lack patience.
blah.
i've been super irritable lately. i think i'm mostly mad at myself for being such an asshole and feeling like i'm not doing enough right now in life. so...i'm just gonna do more i think... couldn't hurt.
i can't wait to be in fitchburg :D !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! : )
i'm gonna surprise trish and candace...hopefully rachel can find a way to fitchburg so i can see her when i'm there. mm...i talked to her for like an hour and a half last night...let me tell you... that girl...oof. she was absolutely amazing in bed. and she's really fucking smart. so those two things combined....oh my god.
i started working out again today. hooo ahhh! i'm optimistic about getting a job and going to mass and i'm gonna be losing more weight before i leave so i need to get my ass in gear.
i'm very excited....