Jun 24, 2008 03:59
So I have no where else to vent......unfortunally it had to be here.
No names will be included. AT ALL.
-stop leading me on r what ever the fuck your doing. Its been going on for too long and its time for all this fake bullshit to stop.
- stop acting like someone that your not your better off being the same person that I have known you as which is why im your friend...the more that you change the more that I want to start to kind of keep my distance. I know we all change but your change doesn't seem "true" it seems fake a change that you are making just to please people so they don't have the same first impression about you as everyone who has seen the real you. You seem like your hiding something...come clean about it.
-you have just changed tremendously but its not that bad of a change....just stop being cocky and try not to be an asshole.
-i have been so open to you about everything. I don't think I have felt that comfortable with someone before. You came in at just the right time in my life. At the time when I needed to talk to someone about my home issues and everything someone who shared the same experience as me. You say that it "faded" but you sure don't act like it. One of the reasons why I wanted to keep my distance with you I knew I was going to get so attached. And you are one of the persons that I have actually fallen for hard in a realllly long time. I know its not physical or sexual...and it makes me happy to know that . But why is it that when I find the right one, not the perfect one but the best one for me it just doesn't seem to work out. Whatever it is that is stopping you from saying something get it out the way and give me a clear answer.
-you basically traded us for him in the beggining and I was hurt. I felt like you could count on him more than you could with me ...your best friend. But as time went by I started to understand. And im glad things have gotten better. And im sorry when I told you that I was going to invite him to this event bcus I wanted to see you happy. I know that wasn't nice to say. But its how I felt ...I felt like you weren't happy if you weren't around him. But its okay I understand you now.
-you.....have been so good to me. Little by little these feelings have developed for you. I don't know if I should go for it or sit back and wait.
- you stopped our friendship and many other friendships bcus you wanted to start "new" you should be lucky to have someone like me by your side. After all the shit people talked about you and did to you I was the only one to defend you. Even if I knew they were right. You tend tp make the stupidest desicions at times. Its alright its like a cycle with you these things repeat...
- man I can't belive I've even had a friend like you for so long. Me and you are the total opposite in many things. Never did I think that we were going to end up best friends. I gave you something very special of mine. Its something ill never forget. I love you sosososososmuch. But srsly wake up and do something with your life.
If you think your on here just let me know. Ill let you know if its you or not. I just hope no one takes this In a bad way. Its just me venting I never make things sound nice. I just can't so don't be shy. Just ask me if you think your on here.
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