May 17, 2007 00:49
so i leave to new york for a month and 1 week, its the longest oive ever been out of my house for . but maybe this will be good for me to getaway from all this shit that happens in my house, i get some time to be on my own with momma kryssy watching over us hahaha . im so excited ! i get to see ian and fredy,better yet i get to celebrate freddys birthday when im there... awesome!
im nervous to see what kind of people go there and how everything is going to be, im excited but nervous !
these past few days have been really good since i havent done much of anything but hang out at my house or go somewhere for a bit. i talked otsomeone who i havent spoken to for a while and i was just shocked that things werent weird or awkward or anything,we hit off really good, im not going to get my hopes up though....just you know just chill and let things happen.
anyways, for some reason theres syrup all over this fucking desk....and the phone is sticky and ew wtf like who the hell eats pancakes orsomehitng at the computer ? dripping syrup all over the fukcing place .
i need a job any one have any suggestions ?
my parents said that if i were to drop out of school i would need to move out and be on my own . GREAT ! ill do that, ill live on my own and earn monay and go to collge, its not easy but my parents will help me.... they always do .
i want to grow to be atleast 5"5 or somehitng ill never grow again .
how the fuck is my younger brother taller than meadn smokes....and is still tall . wtf not fair i dont do any of that shit but yet i stay short . it fucking sucks .
anywho, im going to bed .
goodnight !