Dec 27, 2011 16:49
And I'm left to sift through the rubble. I'm not gonna catch you up on everything since the summer. Except the fact that I fucking got Shingles and lost my job. When I tell you that I'm absolutely done with 2011, its not an exaggeration. If I could beat a year up, I believe 2011 would be it.
2012
Please be kinder.
May I hope to find a job.
May I hope to ACTUALLY quit smoking. To STAY quit.
Let me lose a mass amount of weight as to not acquire diabetes.
Let ME be kinder.
May I NOT get my heart stomped on.
Please help me to keep my opinions to myself this year.
Just let me be happy. I beg you. Simply.
Thank God I'm not ringing in the New Year indoors. Or schlumpy. Boston, I hope you open the door to something absolutely fantastical. And may that something be 2012.
<3 Karina
p.s.
I usually do a TOP TEN MOMENTS list for the year. This year will be a TOP TEN WORST list.