feeling better!
Ok well i feel a whole lot better now! lol. My grades have all come up AND Softball starts in 2 days. I can not wait i LOVE softball. AND tomorrow i get to see Matt. hopefully everythin will work out there. if ya know what i mean. lol i am really startin to like him i think. Well a few days have gone by and my grandmother is still alive not doing any better but alive. I have a prob tho. i think my best friend likes me and i dont want to hurt him or hurt our relationship but i dont like him and i dont know how to tell him. i am kinda hopen i wont have to tell him. I try to talk more about matt when i am around him thinkin maybe he will get the hint. lol is that rude or mean. Oh and my cuz is gettin married tomorrow. that is so weird she is only 4 years older than me. to think i could be gettin married in 4 years. NAW. i dont think so i think i will wait till i become a huge fashion designer or at least until i am 25. but that is me. well i have to go pick out a really cute dress to wear for tomorrow so i can try to impress Matt. luv ya. bye <3