Sep 22, 2006 13:29
thank you for talking to me last night. the burden of that secret has been burning me up from the inside out and i know that its affecting my day, every day. yeah i should tell someone. but there's nobody to tell. he'll get away with it, probably not for the first time, or the last time. and in reality its partly my fault.. i shouldn't have let myself be put in that situation. i am stupid. and after all the messes i've created and gotten myself into, i probably deserve to be knocked to the ground where i am.
to jeremy: thank you for killing me inside. i hope you know how much damage you've caused and feel guilty for the rest of your miserable life.