May 31, 2005 00:04
Wow... I've really done it this time... really... I want to do this right this time.... not screw up like every time something good happens.. I have something exelent now..and here I go messing it up.. it's been a week... or two.. I don't know... but really... ahhhh omg... that's it.. I'm way done with these guy things.. I'm focusing on one... and I'm totally falling in love with him.. he's amazing... it's just really scary ... I don't know
Incase you havn't noticed.. I've had a bad day.. so here I am on Loratabs... so yeah... I really love him... it's so differnet...and here i've gone and almost totally screwed it up??? so sad
I'm goign to go lay down..and maybe someone i accually want to talk to will call me?!!?! prolly not... anyway..luvs and kissies...