Oct 12, 2004 20:43
Today has been such an awesome day, and I don't really know why. It feels like something in me changed. I dunno how to describe it. Like some block that's been a fundamental part of my brain... just suddenly up and vanished. I think it's all that journal writing and being more honest with myself stuff I've been doing lately. I dunno. Whatever it is--it's awesome, though.
We had an interesting question in the meeting. There wasn't a real question, so Russ just asked me why I liked band so much, and it kind of evolved... funny thing is, I'd just finished writing about 4 pages in my journal about it on Saturday. I went in to how my grandpa died.. it felt good. It was something I'd never been able to talk to anyone about before. It felt good to just talk about it out loud..
I've been in such a good mood. Dancing, randomly signing songs.. I love it. I don't want to go to class tomorrow though! I don't want today to end.