Mar 30, 2006 08:45
So.
So so so so so.
I'm sick of making updates like this. :-p
Still working at the Grizzle and the Diner, ooh hey, I got a promotion at Smackaroni's, I'm becoming a developer (someone who trains new people), so that's nice... they keep telling me i'm doing a good job (excluding the past week-and-a-half, as i was getting sick and my head was in a cloud, so i feel like i probably wasn't doing so great) so i'm gonna have to trust them.
I've been feeling slightly off for a little while lately. I think it's because I was getting sick... Sunday through now, i've been sick with what was probably some of that bird-flu. I'm almost better now, though, so yay for Kari.
Still going to school. Grades are good.
Still with ♥Ray-- it's lovely, he makes me really happy. He's a really good one
I feel strange right now. My head's a little foggy. My stomach is a little sour. My right foot is asleep. My chest hurts from coughing and my sight's blurring slightly. I feel like i can hear everything humming in my house. Weird weird weird. I'm still a little sick, and it's time to stop bitchin. i just hate that weird uncomfortable unsettled feeling you get when you're still a little sick and you start turning in on yourself and getting paranoid and thinking maybe i'm really in a coma or dead and i just dont know it yet. it's stupid, i know, so i'm just gonna ignore it.
I'm so happy that the weather's been so gorgeous, it extra-motivates me to power through feeling sick, although maybe that's what's been making me feel crummy, just powering through. hmm. Anyways, I'm really excited to move forward with my life. To make progress. To actually FEEL like i am as smart and capable as my parents and friends and bosses have told me i am. I want to get everything in order. I want to clean out my house and my car. I want to be non-stop throughout the day. I want to feel like i'm good at my jobs, and that i'm going to be a good nurse. Basically, i want to be comfortable with myself again. That's really the basic idea.
In other words, I want to be a Midol commercial.
blah blah blah blah :o)