final entry
well, im saying fuck you to livejournal.com... blogs in general are bullshit, so yeah.
well, all i have to say in this final entry, is fuck you randi. trust me...sure...im glad i have richard to tell me all the shit that ud tell him, but not me. so, u kinda liked how getting raped felt, and, apparently, u like how lindy dishes out lovin better than u liked it from me. yeah. fuck you bitch.
now u may go "o thats just soooooo wrong! how could he say that!" well, we've already made u the badguy because u told me u'd tell me everything...well, these two werent mentioned... also, u said that I left u...well i gave u the chance of staying, but YOU said u couldnt handle it...when i was willing to be faithful in the army, or go to fucking university of houston - an MCC education with 10X the cost. well u couldnt handle having to wait for me, or moving to fucking anywhere but where u've lived all ur fucking life! U wanted to go to france, and i offered to let u live in europe, and you could've gotten to france faster than u can new york right now! but no... u couldnt, cause u didnt think that u could be faithful or leave
THEN uve had sex with EVERY boyfriend uve had sicne us, and one girlfriend. maybe more, but i dont hear anything anymore. meanwhilst, i havent even thought about going out with anyone else because i thought id hurt U! WHY DID I WORRY ABOUT THAT!!!! ITS NOT IM HAVING SEX WITH PPL 3 DAYS AFTER KNOWING THEM!!! WHEN THEY ALREADY HAVE A GIRLFRIEND!!! now who does that...o yeah. heh. i forgot.
i dont know why i missd u... u never really know what you had until its gone. that works for crappy things to.
fuck you.
now, i have a chance to be happy, because i'm going to try to be with someone who had to go through as much as or more bullshit than i have. and u know what... she doesnt jsut want sex like SOME people i know.
so, heres a big fat middle finger for u, i hope i never have the misfortune of seeing, hearing, thinking, or even knowing about you ever again.
well, all i have to say in this final entry, is fuck you randi. trust me...sure...im glad i have richard to tell me all the shit that ud tell him, but not me. so, u kinda liked how getting raped felt, and, apparently, u like how lindy dishes out lovin better than u liked it from me. yeah. fuck you bitch.
now u may go "o thats just soooooo wrong! how could he say that!" well, we've already made u the badguy because u told me u'd tell me everything...well, these two werent mentioned... also, u said that I left u...well i gave u the chance of staying, but YOU said u couldnt handle it...when i was willing to be faithful in the army, or go to fucking university of houston - an MCC education with 10X the cost. well u couldnt handle having to wait for me, or moving to fucking anywhere but where u've lived all ur fucking life! U wanted to go to france, and i offered to let u live in europe, and you could've gotten to france faster than u can new york right now! but no... u couldnt, cause u didnt think that u could be faithful or leave
THEN uve had sex with EVERY boyfriend uve had sicne us, and one girlfriend. maybe more, but i dont hear anything anymore. meanwhilst, i havent even thought about going out with anyone else because i thought id hurt U! WHY DID I WORRY ABOUT THAT!!!! ITS NOT IM HAVING SEX WITH PPL 3 DAYS AFTER KNOWING THEM!!! WHEN THEY ALREADY HAVE A GIRLFRIEND!!! now who does that...o yeah. heh. i forgot.
i dont know why i missd u... u never really know what you had until its gone. that works for crappy things to.
fuck you.
now, i have a chance to be happy, because i'm going to try to be with someone who had to go through as much as or more bullshit than i have. and u know what... she doesnt jsut want sex like SOME people i know.
so, heres a big fat middle finger for u, i hope i never have the misfortune of seeing, hearing, thinking, or even knowing about you ever again.