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[kariatamune]

i woke up about 30 minutes ago...dont know why...its like, 3:30 in the morning...never done that before...i really hate life now.

i realize that i am just a failure, like everyone hints at, but no one wants to say. i wish i could just leave, but like people tell me, i am too much of a coward to do anything about it.

god i hate me