Week One - Florida
It's definitely been interesting being in Florida with my brother for the last 6 days. I'm proud of how far he's come and know he'll make it through.
Florida is Florida. If I had a car I think I would feel less trapped. I walked to the post office yesterday and that was 2.3 miles one way. Silly me, I did it in sandals and am now regretting that as I have two new blisters.
The weather has been nice and I even took time to go to a beach and meditate the other day which was really good for me.
Had a pedicure today with my bro and that was awesome. My toes look pretty again. I didn't get my steps today. I didn't really do anything. When I got back from the pedicure my head was hurting so I took a nap.
I know I'm still feeling depressed. I want to move on. I feel like I'm limbo.
I booked an airbnb in Utah to go skiing the first week of February with Brian. I was nervous about doing it, but we need to see each other and figure out if this is worth saving. I'm pretty over it at this point and I don't think it's going to change my mind one bit, though I still like him and think skiing will be extremely fun. If it isn't, then we can leave.
I'm really grateful for the time I've had here. Especially getting to know the folks from AA. what a great program. I know if my brother keeps going back, he'll make it through.
I honestly wish people in general were more open and honest like the people in AA. Our world would be a better place.
Florida is Florida. If I had a car I think I would feel less trapped. I walked to the post office yesterday and that was 2.3 miles one way. Silly me, I did it in sandals and am now regretting that as I have two new blisters.
The weather has been nice and I even took time to go to a beach and meditate the other day which was really good for me.
Had a pedicure today with my bro and that was awesome. My toes look pretty again. I didn't get my steps today. I didn't really do anything. When I got back from the pedicure my head was hurting so I took a nap.
I know I'm still feeling depressed. I want to move on. I feel like I'm limbo.
I booked an airbnb in Utah to go skiing the first week of February with Brian. I was nervous about doing it, but we need to see each other and figure out if this is worth saving. I'm pretty over it at this point and I don't think it's going to change my mind one bit, though I still like him and think skiing will be extremely fun. If it isn't, then we can leave.
I'm really grateful for the time I've had here. Especially getting to know the folks from AA. what a great program. I know if my brother keeps going back, he'll make it through.
I honestly wish people in general were more open and honest like the people in AA. Our world would be a better place.