Best day ever
I am trying to do things for myself and take time to figure out who I am again. Today was amazing. I went and did baby goat yoga with a friend of mine. There is absolutely nothing on this planet that could have been better than that. It was the best day ever. Seriously. Many goats stacked on me. I know that sounds weird, but it really was the best thing on the planet. I don't think I've felt pure joy like that in a very long time.
Every day it's getting easier to be myself again. I am learning how to set boundaries. I'm really, really glad I have friends here in Colorado. I need my support system. :) I don't have to be alone and fight the good fight by myself.
It's enlightening to find out that people thought Brian treated me poorly all along. I was so used to it that I didn't even realize how bad it was at times. I don't know if people are telling me this in order to help with the healing process, but it's sad to know I let someone treat me that way for so long.
Life changes. The universe puts things into perspective eventually. I remember asking for a sign if I should be with him on the RV trip and 5 minutes later we were pulled over by Border Control and he was a total jerk. That was a sign. Him saying he needed space was an even bigger one.
Freedom is what I'm calling the year of 2019. Free to be me. Free to do pretty much whatever I want. It's going to be nice to have my harshest critic be me. To live up to my expectations. To take care of me. The only person who can let me down is me.
Today I was me and I was full of joy. Today was a good day.
Every day it's getting easier to be myself again. I am learning how to set boundaries. I'm really, really glad I have friends here in Colorado. I need my support system. :) I don't have to be alone and fight the good fight by myself.
It's enlightening to find out that people thought Brian treated me poorly all along. I was so used to it that I didn't even realize how bad it was at times. I don't know if people are telling me this in order to help with the healing process, but it's sad to know I let someone treat me that way for so long.
Life changes. The universe puts things into perspective eventually. I remember asking for a sign if I should be with him on the RV trip and 5 minutes later we were pulled over by Border Control and he was a total jerk. That was a sign. Him saying he needed space was an even bigger one.
Freedom is what I'm calling the year of 2019. Free to be me. Free to do pretty much whatever I want. It's going to be nice to have my harshest critic be me. To live up to my expectations. To take care of me. The only person who can let me down is me.
Today I was me and I was full of joy. Today was a good day.