oh garrssshhh

[kari06460]

so the past few days have been a whirlwind of emotion. i'd rather not re-live it.. but it's all good. sometimes when you really put yourself out there and you don't get anything back you just have to let it go. eventually everything is going to fall into place. it would just be a heck of a lot easier if there wasn't any reason for confusion. i've come to realize that the most beautiful thing about life is that all you have to do is close your eyes and the next time you open them there's an entire new day waiting for you. an entire day to make the most of and to start new because yesterday is behind you and tomorrow is ahead of you. seriously think about how awesome that is. tomorrow when i wake up any pain at all i felt today is left for today. and i can start fresh and see what life has in store for me next. it's so simple but when you remember the little things like that you really begin to appreciate it. it definitely makes life a lot more worth it.

what else. this weekend ALEXIS AND CHRISTINE COME HOME FROM RHODE ISLAND!!! :) i'm so ecstatic i cannot wait to see them!! i wanna see all my youth group people too even though there's no SALT.. we'll chat MY FREAKING PARENTS ARE IN CHICAGO FOR HOMECOMING >:O i'm insanely jealous. so my grandma's chillin here to basically be a body in the house hahaha they probably don't trust us. whateverr but i can drive anybody so if anyone wants to go fishing this weekend in the backyard let me know!!

i'll leave you with my senior quote:
"there are bad times, but that's okay, just look for love in it, don't burn the day away"- dave matthews band :)