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i forgot how therapeutic update my livejournal. it's kind of nice knowing not quite as many people still read it too haha facebook and myspace don't let you ramble on forever.. that's what i like about this haha. letting go is so incredibly hard. i hope i get to the point when i am able to do so.. i've been working at it and trying and making a conscience effort to do several different things, but something always happens and i revert back to where i started. such is life though, a constant battle between uphill and downhill, am i correct? i leave for chicago in a month. that is incredible. i can't believe it, whenever i have doubts i just read my entry from 2 years ago when i came back and i get that amazing feeling i had there back. i love north park and i'm really so excited to start a life for myself out there. i'm going to be at the music shop 5 out of 7 days next week, which is a lot more than usual.. but heck, the hours are great. plus i'm away for soulfest the week after.. then i have like 2 weeks and i'm done at the shop until christmas. that's unbelievable to me as well. the music shop and all the employees have been so amazing. it's the greatest job i could ever ask for, and i really wish i could continue to help out and work to make things better there.. i'll have it for december and for the summers though =). soulfest is gonna be tons of fun too.. it will definitely help get me pumped up for chicago. ahhh life is so good, even though there's a lot of things i would like to change, there are so many wonderful things god has given me.. and that's just awesome. i'm out<3