Fanmix: SPN [Dean/Sam]

[karesu]

Tear My World Apart
A fanmix by Karesu

Disclaimer: All songs, images, and otherwise belong to their respective owners. I own nothing.

Note: My first ever fanmix... so I hope you enjoy.

1. The Last Hour of the Last Day of Work
[Less Then Jake]

~Their family~

I couldn't help but think back to the advice
that I got from my dad a few times
he said"...time goes by so fast in a blink of an eye
so never close your eyes..."
"...I always wanted something more than 50 hours every week
and a paid vacation on the jersey shoreline"

1. They Say

[Scars on Broadway]

~The Start of the Apocalypse; Everything changes~

walked the line, the line I choose
I see the people in front of me
I climbed the wall, the wall of news
I watched them show the tragedy

If you were me, could you defend
The given rights to all the men?
Let's fuck the world with all it's trend
They say it's all about to end...

1. A Neverending Dream

[Cascada]

~As everything changes, Sam realizes his true feelings~

We're playing for the fights emotional games
I'm turning off my eyes and hiding my shame

A neverending dream a dream of you I believe I received a sign of you
tonight I want to hide my feelings too
as you do and I want to be with you

1. Love You Much Better

[The Hush Sound]

~Sam dwelling on his feeling; resolution to tell Dean~

You are the daydream in my eyes, there whenever I wake up
But the colors never crystallize and I never get enough
And while you kiss everybody but me, I just sit back and watch
But one day soon, I'm gonna grab you by the collar
and kiss you all I want!

I can love you much better
If you can't see it you're blind
I can love you much better
And you know someday, I'm gonna make you mine.

1. I’m Burning for You

[Blue Oyster Cult]

~Night of passion; emotions come out~

Burn out the day
Burn out the night
I'm not the one to tell you what's wrong or what's right
I've seen suns that were freezing and lives that were through
Well I'm burning, I'm burning, I'm burning for you
I'm burning, I'm burning, I'm burning for you

1. Smile

[The Blue Sky Project]

~Morning after, Dean admits his own feelings for Sam~

Did not know love would be
Right here beside me
Soft as the smile in your eyes
In your eyes
So much more then it seems
You are the new day
You give the light that I need

1. Chapter 13

[+44]

~Relationship starts to get a little bit rocky~

My best laid plans
Will build and break your heart
Her guilty hands
Tear my whole world apart
My mind keeps racing
She's softly dreaming
I'm scraped and sober
But there's no one listening

And we'll wake up in vacant rooms
Pull you close to my aching skin
Broken glass on the porcelain
Is this what you imagined?

1. Friend or Foe

[t.A.T.u]

~Sam and Dean have a fight~

The meaning to
our words of love
Has disappeared

We used to love one another
Give to each other
Lie undercover so,
Are you friend or foe?

1. Oh! Darling

[Original, The Beatles. Across the Universe Soundtrack]

~Dean begging Sam not to leave him again~

Oh! Darling, if you leave me
I'll never make it alone
Believe me when I beg you
Don't ever leave me alone

When you told me you didn't need me anymore
Well you know I nearly broke down and cried
When you told me you didn't need me anymore
Well you know I nearly fell down and died

1. For You

[Barenaked Ladies]

~Dean after Sam leaves~

And for every useless reason I know
There's a reason not to care
If I hide myself wherever I go
Am I ever really there?

There is nowhere else I would rather be,
but I can't just be right here
An enigma wrapped in a mystery,
or a fool consumed by fear

1. Counting the Days

[Goldfinger]

~Dean’s misery at Sam still being gone~

So here I go and there you went...again
Just another stupid thing that I done wrong.
Locked up in my head, knocked down, beaten, left for dead
With all those brilliant things I should have said.
I gotta get away, and find something to do
'Cause everything I hear, everything I see, reminds me of you.

1. In My Head

[I-Rival]

~Dean’s reaction to both mental and physical war~

When I win this war
I want my life like before
of feeling, so certainly sure
So long; just say it. So long; No hesitating
So long, surround. I will miss you when you’re gone
‘cause we’re here right now
Lets keep on living, like we’ve never had a doubt

1. Savin’ Me

[Nicleback]

~Dean slipping from sanity; calling out for Sam~

Heaven's gates won't open up for me
With these broken wings I'm fallin'
And all I see is you
These city walls ain't got no love for me
I'm on the ledge of the eighteenth story
And oh I scream for you
Come please I'm callin'
And all I need from you
Hurry I'm fallin', I'm fallin'

1. Lovely

[Breath Carolina]

~Sam and Dean meet again and make-up~

Oh no, my heart is getting heavy,
Was I forward?
I kinda got the feeling that it's over,
But now I know that I'm crazy
(Think that I'm going nowhere)
So scream loud and look at me way down,
I know that you're afraid,
I'll hold you close and never, ever let you go

[Fourteen Songs. Total Time; 50:46]

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