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another awesome night with the cousins. we playd TURBO CRANIUM which is even better than regular cranium cuz you dont get bored. but its harder. makes me thing about when me and danny used to always win cuz we just knew what the other one was thinking. meh. ok i'm wine drunk from arbor mist sangria, i drank a BIG OONNNEEE minus one cup for nicole by myself. I drank the rest from the bottle. "I'M A LUSSSHHHHHHHH and you hate it, but these grass stains on my knees they wont mean a thing and all i knee to know is that i'll be something that your missing, maybe i should hate you for this, never really did ever quite get that far maybe I should hate you for this, Never really did ever quite get that...
I'd never lie to you Unless I had to i'll do what I got to Unless I had to I'll do what I go to, the truth is you could slit my throat And with my one last gasping breath I'd apologize for bleedin on your shirt" its sad. but last night made me miss danny more than i ever have in the past two months of our break up. i am so mad at myself for letting this get to me. i made hooking up just to be that. but hanging out like we did last night brought me back to how much fun we used to have and how we connected. other than him yelling at my driving and me yelling at him for being a back seat driver it was so much fun. i dunno what to do. but it makes me feel lonely when christmas is just around the corner, i have the best gift idea for him, but i dont know how that works when u still love someone so much but you are broken up. i dunno if this is just wine speaking for me cuz i wont do it on my own but its not fair that i have to go to all these shows this month with him cuz no one else really will go to these shows with me or has the tix already. it makes it ten million trillion zillion times harder to say listen i cant do this in the middle friendship thing anymore. you either love me and will change for me and yourself, or i have to really break things off so i can have a clean break and look for someone else to love me. ARG i hate life. k i'm going to bed. hopefully seeing Borat with the cousins tomorrow and then getting tons of hw done. i'd start now but i think the wine would mess all the words up. nite
I'd never lie to you Unless I had to i'll do what I got to Unless I had to I'll do what I go to, the truth is you could slit my throat And with my one last gasping breath I'd apologize for bleedin on your shirt" its sad. but last night made me miss danny more than i ever have in the past two months of our break up. i am so mad at myself for letting this get to me. i made hooking up just to be that. but hanging out like we did last night brought me back to how much fun we used to have and how we connected. other than him yelling at my driving and me yelling at him for being a back seat driver it was so much fun. i dunno what to do. but it makes me feel lonely when christmas is just around the corner, i have the best gift idea for him, but i dont know how that works when u still love someone so much but you are broken up. i dunno if this is just wine speaking for me cuz i wont do it on my own but its not fair that i have to go to all these shows this month with him cuz no one else really will go to these shows with me or has the tix already. it makes it ten million trillion zillion times harder to say listen i cant do this in the middle friendship thing anymore. you either love me and will change for me and yourself, or i have to really break things off so i can have a clean break and look for someone else to love me. ARG i hate life. k i'm going to bed. hopefully seeing Borat with the cousins tomorrow and then getting tons of hw done. i'd start now but i think the wine would mess all the words up. nite