help!
I am in over-analyzing every thing I say to everyone mode. I hate this! It's when I replay every minor detail of every conversation I have had in the last week and wish it all away. It's horribly un-healthy and I wish I didn't do this. Perhaps if I write it out I can purge the system.
I said a whole bunch of crap to Mark's ex-girl friend/friend while I was drunk and now I feel like Homer Simpson (thinking I am cool when I am really UN cool) and I wish I could just take my mouth like a vacuum and suck all the words back up. But I can't.
I mean, I really didn't say anything too bad, but I am sure I sounded like a complete tool. Blah Blah Blah
Then I start to think that all the choices I have ever made are wrong. You know, CAUSE I AM A NUTCASE.
Anyways, this isn't helping, so I am going to a long walk on the treadmill.
Smell me later!
I said a whole bunch of crap to Mark's ex-girl friend/friend while I was drunk and now I feel like Homer Simpson (thinking I am cool when I am really UN cool) and I wish I could just take my mouth like a vacuum and suck all the words back up. But I can't.
I mean, I really didn't say anything too bad, but I am sure I sounded like a complete tool. Blah Blah Blah
Then I start to think that all the choices I have ever made are wrong. You know, CAUSE I AM A NUTCASE.
Anyways, this isn't helping, so I am going to a long walk on the treadmill.
Smell me later!