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I came here to write something stream of consciousness (I first typed steam of consciousness, which is probably even better), but then I restored draft and found all these notes I had made for a post. I think I may just elaborate on some of them and leave some as they are.
"Happiness is truly a choice- choose to be, and you will." Bullshit.
Elaboration: I truly appreciate all the things I have in life. A home I love, a family I love, friends I love, pets I love, etc., etc., etc. When you have a mental illness or mental disorder or whatever you want to call it, that alone doesn't fix your brain. I have tried (and am still trying) to change negative thoughts to positive and all that stuff. I am also on my meds. I am doing the best I can, Universe. Please help me out some.
Have you ever not really liked someone for no reason that you can think of? Like a perfectly nice person? I'm such a horrible person.
Elaboration: None needed.
james tissot
Elaboration: I must have seen a painting I liked.
pre raphaelite models
Elaboration: I was going to write about my favorites.
psh dream
Elaboration: I mostly remember this dream. I have always had a crush on Philip Seymour Hoffman and dreamed he said I was silly and frivolous.
new med
go through tumblr likes
murder of crows
Elaboration: This was a photo I took in my back yard.
ceraunophilia
cheimatophilia
octophilia
ombrophilia
pluviophilia
selenophilia
Chionophilia
travel to art galleries
Elaboration: I had this thought of how wonderful it would be to travel to galleries that were showing art works of people I had met (or just admired) online. Maybe someday I will beat this anxiety and can actually do it.
"Happiness is truly a choice- choose to be, and you will." Bullshit.
Elaboration: I truly appreciate all the things I have in life. A home I love, a family I love, friends I love, pets I love, etc., etc., etc. When you have a mental illness or mental disorder or whatever you want to call it, that alone doesn't fix your brain. I have tried (and am still trying) to change negative thoughts to positive and all that stuff. I am also on my meds. I am doing the best I can, Universe. Please help me out some.
Have you ever not really liked someone for no reason that you can think of? Like a perfectly nice person? I'm such a horrible person.
Elaboration: None needed.
james tissot
Elaboration: I must have seen a painting I liked.
pre raphaelite models
Elaboration: I was going to write about my favorites.
psh dream
Elaboration: I mostly remember this dream. I have always had a crush on Philip Seymour Hoffman and dreamed he said I was silly and frivolous.
new med
go through tumblr likes
murder of crows
Elaboration: This was a photo I took in my back yard.
ceraunophilia
cheimatophilia
octophilia
ombrophilia
pluviophilia
selenophilia
Chionophilia
travel to art galleries
Elaboration: I had this thought of how wonderful it would be to travel to galleries that were showing art works of people I had met (or just admired) online. Maybe someday I will beat this anxiety and can actually do it.