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Well, I've had numerous crushes going on but they all came and went. But a new one has started. One I didn't expect at all.
Music guy. Smokes pot. Knows all kinds of musicians and works for them, some famous. But that's not the point though it does impress me. He's a smartass and pisses me off but he has that bossy, dominant attitude I like. So, this band he works for was playing a gig and I showed up. I'd never met him in person because we met on FB. He's filming the show. I go stand beside him and this group of people he's with kinda look at me like "what the fuck is she doing and who is this chick?" I said "hi" in his ear. He keeps filming. Then, after a few seconds, shuts off the camera,looks at me and I say, "Do you know who I am?" And he says, "Karen." Then we stand there a few minutes, kinda uncomfortable like and then I tell him I have to go. Oh, in the middle of all this I notice his friend who is singing, is definitely giving the situation the stare down, like the two of them had some kind of conversation with their eyes. It looked to me like "who is that chick?". So, anyway, he says, "you're not staying long" and I explain I have to go be with Scottie. Next day, the dude IM's and tells me I'm cute in person and that all he could think about was bending me over! Yeah, he's a perv but that's one reason I like him. He's a glass artist and photographer and drummer. He asked me out for drinks a few weeks ago prior to all this. I said "no" but I gave him my number. He doesn't call.
Anyway, my point is, he's not the best looking dude in the world but he's not ugly. He's kinda chubby and I've never been with a chubby guy. But something weird is going on and I'm going to refer to it as chemistry. I liked the way he smelled and I wanted to be near him. We don't have any lengthy, deep conversations. He's very short with his words but for some reason, I want to hug him and sniff him. Isn't that weird??
Anyway, this band he hangs out with is playing in Mobile tonight and that's where he will be.
It's not an emotional crush. It's not a intellectual crush. It's strictly a I wanna stand next to you, sit next to you, make smartass comments with you, drink coffee with you, and sniff you kinda crush. Very, very weird. I could see us having a cuddly friendship but Scottie wouldn't have it and I'm not leaving Scottie so that's that. It's a pheromone thing. Definitely.
Music guy. Smokes pot. Knows all kinds of musicians and works for them, some famous. But that's not the point though it does impress me. He's a smartass and pisses me off but he has that bossy, dominant attitude I like. So, this band he works for was playing a gig and I showed up. I'd never met him in person because we met on FB. He's filming the show. I go stand beside him and this group of people he's with kinda look at me like "what the fuck is she doing and who is this chick?" I said "hi" in his ear. He keeps filming. Then, after a few seconds, shuts off the camera,looks at me and I say, "Do you know who I am?" And he says, "Karen." Then we stand there a few minutes, kinda uncomfortable like and then I tell him I have to go. Oh, in the middle of all this I notice his friend who is singing, is definitely giving the situation the stare down, like the two of them had some kind of conversation with their eyes. It looked to me like "who is that chick?". So, anyway, he says, "you're not staying long" and I explain I have to go be with Scottie. Next day, the dude IM's and tells me I'm cute in person and that all he could think about was bending me over! Yeah, he's a perv but that's one reason I like him. He's a glass artist and photographer and drummer. He asked me out for drinks a few weeks ago prior to all this. I said "no" but I gave him my number. He doesn't call.
Anyway, my point is, he's not the best looking dude in the world but he's not ugly. He's kinda chubby and I've never been with a chubby guy. But something weird is going on and I'm going to refer to it as chemistry. I liked the way he smelled and I wanted to be near him. We don't have any lengthy, deep conversations. He's very short with his words but for some reason, I want to hug him and sniff him. Isn't that weird??
Anyway, this band he hangs out with is playing in Mobile tonight and that's where he will be.
It's not an emotional crush. It's not a intellectual crush. It's strictly a I wanna stand next to you, sit next to you, make smartass comments with you, drink coffee with you, and sniff you kinda crush. Very, very weird. I could see us having a cuddly friendship but Scottie wouldn't have it and I'm not leaving Scottie so that's that. It's a pheromone thing. Definitely.