it's been [6] hours and [4] days since you took your love away...
so today, although im still thoroughly depressed and cant get myself to wear regular clothes, makeup, or do my hair... i think ive entered a new stage in the whole "failed relationship" era, assuming it wont work out (which i hope it does but who knows...). i started to appreciate my friends more. and id like to go through my list of appreciation, so forgive me for being sappy. but here it goes
1. emma, for getting in the car and first thing, asking how i was doing. for cheering me up with the "a whole lotta groveling is in order" speech, and for listening to me complain every morning.
2. for mike and joel for being so funny in physics every morning and always making me smile.
3. to pugh, for always willing to debate me on survivor
4. for eric and annie, for always making comments on our movie in soc. and making me laugh
5. for my economics class for putting all of the corporation work in my hands - i can safely say that for an entire period im able to forget that anything ever happened, and i love it
6. to jenna, for doing her "smile, sparkle, shine" cheer and nearly choking me while doing so, along with listening and supporting every decision i've made about this.
7. to allison, for RUNNING out of her car and over to mine on monday when i had first found out, hugging me and allowing me to cry all over her shoulder while standing in the parking lot of the y.. and for all of her advice and support.
8. for megan and erica, my forever best friends who always listen and support me.. and for erica's blunt comments that really DO make sense.
9. for smag, for helping me to my locker every morning and for always making me laugh hysterically in band.. for poking me incessantly and giving me the "we used to have a cat.. until we put the little fucker over a fire, BURNED it's skin off, and ate it WHOLE." oh yes, and for making faces at the trumpets.. and me when i play badly :)
10. for ian, who is always honest with me, even if i dont like it. and is always willing to listen, even if he doesnt want to.
11. and for murphy, for always being forgiving when im nasty to him.. and for always listening to me cry and licking my tears away.
im gonna get through this, one way or another. i just hope it works out the way i want it to, but if it doesnt, at least i'll always have those eleven things every day to keep me going. i love you guys <3
1. emma, for getting in the car and first thing, asking how i was doing. for cheering me up with the "a whole lotta groveling is in order" speech, and for listening to me complain every morning.
2. for mike and joel for being so funny in physics every morning and always making me smile.
3. to pugh, for always willing to debate me on survivor
4. for eric and annie, for always making comments on our movie in soc. and making me laugh
5. for my economics class for putting all of the corporation work in my hands - i can safely say that for an entire period im able to forget that anything ever happened, and i love it
6. to jenna, for doing her "smile, sparkle, shine" cheer and nearly choking me while doing so, along with listening and supporting every decision i've made about this.
7. to allison, for RUNNING out of her car and over to mine on monday when i had first found out, hugging me and allowing me to cry all over her shoulder while standing in the parking lot of the y.. and for all of her advice and support.
8. for megan and erica, my forever best friends who always listen and support me.. and for erica's blunt comments that really DO make sense.
9. for smag, for helping me to my locker every morning and for always making me laugh hysterically in band.. for poking me incessantly and giving me the "we used to have a cat.. until we put the little fucker over a fire, BURNED it's skin off, and ate it WHOLE." oh yes, and for making faces at the trumpets.. and me when i play badly :)
10. for ian, who is always honest with me, even if i dont like it. and is always willing to listen, even if he doesnt want to.
11. and for murphy, for always being forgiving when im nasty to him.. and for always listening to me cry and licking my tears away.
im gonna get through this, one way or another. i just hope it works out the way i want it to, but if it doesnt, at least i'll always have those eleven things every day to keep me going. i love you guys <3