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Well I found my cell phone!!!!!!!! It was in my mom's room on her dresser! Yeah stupid me! Today I also lost my flute during band but after band was over I found it, Some one picked it up and put it in thier locker because that person thought it was just left out! Which it wasnt! So I had to go through band with out playing one song! It sucked! I was having a good day besides that! Well Its raining today and I hate rain! It makes me sleepy and moody! I wish it will stop raining!!!
Lets see update on how my week has been:
Monday- That was fuel! I never in my life felt so good!!It was so amazing!! Worshiping the Lord was so great!! I was all pumped up all day and Couldnt wait to be there! Anthony got to come and we hung out! I dont know what to do about him? I mean I like him I just dont know? I havent talked to him for the past 2 days. so o well. I got to see all my friends! I stayed there till like 11:00 and then everybody was going to go to Jims to eat but I didnt want to go so I took L'donne home and I wont go into that mess! Because it was so embarrsing! But yeah monday was a good day!!!
Tuesday I was at Jana's smallgroup! It was fun! WE had Breakfest for dinner!! Awsome! We talked about being fully devoted to Christ! I guess it was ok. After it was over Jana took me home and I loved our talked we had! OMG she hit me hard cord with the real facts of life! It was scary. One thing she told me was that I need to put what ever happend to me in the past and forget about it and move on with my life because then If I dont put all what happend to me in the past I will never become anythiing better? I told her that I try to but then she started to yell at me and tell me DONT THINK ABOUT IT, JUST DO IT!!!!!!! Over and over she told me that! Man I love that girl! that is exactly what I need to hear, I need to hear it hard or eles I wont understand it! She knows that about me real well. So that night I prayed to God to help me put my past behind me and go on with my life knowing I can do something good in my life! It was so great! I gave Jana a friendship bag I made her to show her she means alot to me and I am going to miss her when she moves!! Gosh she means so much to me!! And I think everybody at the church could relate to me on that! God has really touched her heart to help many people and she is doing a great job by that!! Thank you God for sendinig her to be a great friend to me!!
Yesterday was pretty cool, Went out with Jana to TC's before church because Andy didnt want to go hang out with jana he had homework! There was nobody at church! Really werid! Got to see SUE!!! I miss her so much!!! I was hoping andre and Jen would go because we were suppose to go out tomorrow? but I dont know? they never showed up!!
Today was boring!! I wanted to have my private lesson this morning but Mrs. Murphy never showed up? So I havent had a lesson for 2 weeks! and I really do need her!! My solo sucks!! Well Peter Piper Pizza called me for an interview on friday, I dont know if I want to go or not! I have application for Day care Center to fill out and that is where I want to work mostly, My best friend works at Peter Piper Pizza so I just dont know, I was suppose to go out with Jenn tomorrow but she never called me back. anyways..... My job serch will soon end Hopfully!! Tomorrow I see my Physiatrist Havent seen him for 2 months! I need some more drugs, thats why I am seeing him!! Not those kinds of drugs!!! Well for once in a day I dont have any Homework!! Its sleep time and then OC baby!!! Root Root!!!