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Today was not one of the best days ever. I had to wake up early to take my mom to school because she woke up at 4 and fro some odd reason she wanted to work already. She had a lot on her plate to do. So there she goes early doing her greatful job she likes. I just wish peopel at Taft would just stop be complainers and just help out my mommy then she would stop being stressed and tired. I came back home went back to sleep and thought if I should go to school today and figured I had to go because I was taking a test in one of my classes. Band was great we actually played today rather then warm up the whole freaken time!! Then I had no lunch money so I went home and took a 20 min nap before I had to go back to school. ECP was soooooooooooooooo boring. My teacher was so stressed out from something happending tonight she told us we can all sleep and do what ever. I should of just stayed home if I knew that!! I kinda got mad at one of my friends today and her brother but they dont know I am mad but they were just talking about all this crap! While my mom was in the car and etc... I dont think I am going to be giving them any more rides home if they keep that crap up! I went to church tonight, It was alright.Not to great I got to see Ian, Jana, Andy and Britt! Jen adn Andre were there to but I didnt say hi to them. Brock called me after church was over and asked if I was going to go to smallgroup tomorrow, I said I am not sure, Because I am just in alot of confusson about smallgroup and the type of people that are in it! For some reason somethign is telling me, I need to draw away from people at the church, which that is wrong because I need people at the church. But I dont know? Its werid. I prayed to God to help me figured this out and other things too, I just feel that I need to draw away from God too. I know what this is like sounding, You prob thinking Now your really cutting it You never Draw away from god. But Iam not to sure about that Because sometimes if you draw away from god, It can mean that God is testing you for something. I dotn know? Anyways.......... Tomorrow the Sophomores and Juniors are taking a practice test and all the seniors ahve to be in the Cafetereia fro 1st and 2nd period only. But I am thinking "why even show up?" I Go see my therapist tomorrow at 10 so there I go? I rather be at hoome insteed of doing nothing at school. I am so excited to go see Sarah!! But scared also because who knows what she might do? So I am going to need lots of prayer for tomorrow!!! I miss ANTHONY!!! I havent talked to him all day! Please call soon! Miss you much!! Well thats all for tonight!! Night everyone!!