Ewwww Gross
Soooo I should be studying, but I've had just about enough of Environmental Economics and EPA incentives for this evening.
I found out about some more people from my past who are expecting. The whole thought of being pregnant/engaged/married at 21 makes me physically ill. Now I am not saying that the people who are pregnant/engaged/married make me ill, I support them and their lifestyles and am happy for them, I just can't imagine myself in their shoes. I can't imagine being pregnant at 21 w/o a college education or a husband. Maybe I'm just old fashioned, so sue me. Someday I hope to have a huge family of my own, but I just want to live my own life before that happens... call me selfish, but this is ME time. Maybe the rest of the world has already figured something out that I must learn in time... or maybe I just don't want to learn it. Even the sight of lovey dovey couples makes me want to vom all over. And don't think that I'm jealous, I like my lifestyle. I don't understand how people can say "my heart beats for him/her"... shut your mouth, your heart beats because your brain tells it to. lol. And I'm sure some of you are thinking that I just haven't met the right man yet, or maybe I'm too picky... and maybe you're right, but I just feel like I don't need anyone but myself right now. I am a very independent person, and always have been. Maybe I'm selfish, maybe I'm immature, but did you ever consider that maybe I'm right?
I found out about some more people from my past who are expecting. The whole thought of being pregnant/engaged/married at 21 makes me physically ill. Now I am not saying that the people who are pregnant/engaged/married make me ill, I support them and their lifestyles and am happy for them, I just can't imagine myself in their shoes. I can't imagine being pregnant at 21 w/o a college education or a husband. Maybe I'm just old fashioned, so sue me. Someday I hope to have a huge family of my own, but I just want to live my own life before that happens... call me selfish, but this is ME time. Maybe the rest of the world has already figured something out that I must learn in time... or maybe I just don't want to learn it. Even the sight of lovey dovey couples makes me want to vom all over. And don't think that I'm jealous, I like my lifestyle. I don't understand how people can say "my heart beats for him/her"... shut your mouth, your heart beats because your brain tells it to. lol. And I'm sure some of you are thinking that I just haven't met the right man yet, or maybe I'm too picky... and maybe you're right, but I just feel like I don't need anyone but myself right now. I am a very independent person, and always have been. Maybe I'm selfish, maybe I'm immature, but did you ever consider that maybe I'm right?