May 04, 2005 18:17
so today wasnt all that great..but whatever Hopefully tomorrow will make for it..so yeha! But now i feel extra bad cus Mike left me a msg saying that he wanted me to ask him and what not and like i love him without a doubt!! and if he came to my house i would go into arms and i wouldnt say no what so ever but he isnt here and i cant be with him for awhile as much i want to grr i hate when texas has to be soo far..
Look, Mike i love you and i always will and i want you to know that, but you know what we will talk on Friday/Saturday about this, but dont you EVER AND I MEAN EVER forget that I LOVE YOU!!!!
Enough bout my love life...onto other things. Today was just really blah and the fact that alot of friends dont agree with some of the things that i want and do..i just dont know what to do anymore i mean what i am suppose to do..have my friends not happy and not be happy with myself and what i do? or try to make my friend happy and myself happy? God i hate this and the world and decisions i think you should all know that pretty well by now..If Mike could only be here, cus right now he is the only one i want to be with.
I LOVE YOU BABY BLUE (HEH)
Also Lamar wasnt at school today so i dont know what is going to happen between us..God i just dont know....
well hey im going to get going.
TTYL
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