Sep 03, 2006 04:02
It feels good to be home but I can only take so much!
The new house is nice! It feels really home-y even though this is my first night living in it. I drove my accord and it feels so weird after driving/riding around in an SUV for the last 3 months. It's so much more maneuverable and responsive.
I talked to Randy for like 3 hours. It was awkward for a while.... I dunno. I think I have some closure now and it's all part of the past.
I've been really emo(tional) these couple of days. I think it's PMS/my period/the weather/Ernesto. I found out my grandfather has cancer when Peggy called me crying today at the airport. This was after I was already sad about Ryan leaving for France at the end of December. And after me being sad about going home and not seeing him for 4 days (oh boo hoo, I know, I'm such a baby).. but this kid goes to sleep at 9 PM! I'm out and about and you can't really talk to someone and tell them about your day when you're at dinner with your family.
Man, the walls of this room make random popping noises and it's really freaks me out.
Did I mention that we might try to do long distance when Ryan studies abroad in France? This is deja vu! Who thinks I can do long distance? (you bitches better comment) Keep in mind what happened last time I tried.