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[karebear8389]

this is for you, you know who are you

thank you for the memories that i'll never forget. I'll always love you and i'll never forget the fun we had. its just about that time to walk our seperate roads though, ones that will never cross each other again. its time to say goodbye because the friendship we had is now dead

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[karebear8389]

it was either i go to mrs burk or ambers mom would have so i stepped up and did what i thought was right. i felt bad for keeping that from her for 2 weeks and i didnt tell her because i was mad at the both of you i did because i felt so bad about what was going around about her dad and what people "knew" about it. i felt like you turned on me the day amanda walked into your life, like now i would have to share my best friend when i was so used to it just being the 2 of us always. i felt like she was taking you away from me then megan came along and lisa and alison and lindsay. and i knew amber since the beginning of the year i just because close when i felt like i was being shut out, we dont have to have the same opinions on the situation. i'll have a fresh start next year and ill be able to move on and find new friends at churchill or keep the ones i have now if we can do the homeschooling. you know i hate stevenson and the people in it and i never dreamed my mom would let me switch but i have to, theres just to many bad memories in that school now. we dont have to be friends but we dont have to be enimies either, and i know after the short nine days we have left of the 10th grade i'll most likely never see you again. so i hope you and amanda can stay best friends and share memories like we did. if things dont work out im always here you know my number if you ever want to talk i dont care if its in a week or in 2 years just if you need me im here. suceed in all you do and i hope everything works to your advantage
well goodbye
<3 always
Kerri

[crazylilra89]

Yeah but althought i had other friends you were always my best
and u knew that.. i always hung out with you more then any of them and you know that too
and i even like gave up my redford friends for you too
and it wasnt "going around school" about ambers dad
i heard it from a few people and they all had their differnent add ins and i told you because you were my best friend and we told eachother everything at the time. and amber told amanda something that was much different from that.. and i remember the exact situation i dont really care now its in the past. its just too bad that things like this turn out this way. but things liek this are everywhere..
i really never thought that i left you out.. whenever anyone said anything bad about u i stuck up for you because i felt obligated cause you were my friend. i always told everyone you were my best friend and i didnt care what anyone else thought about me or you or who i was becvause i was friends with you. yeah i hate stevenson too its all drama and shit talking and everyone knows everyones buisnuesss
but you didnt have to sit there and say all those mean things to me when i didnt even say that shit to you
and you did turn on me because you ran to amber about the stuff that i told you. and that was low

well good luck in the future and im sorry if i made you feel left out but that was not my goal. i thought it was okay when you wen tot sit with amber and shit.. we would sit different places at lunch and whatever. but i was no a horrible friend. i was always there for you and you know that

well bye

[karebear8389]

i know its in the past and i cant take back what i have done, and i told you why i went to amber because i held it in so long that it was eating me inside because everytime i looked at her id think of what was said and she didnt have any clue people were talking about it. i know everything is gunna be okay and i'll be a stronger person from this. in highschool friends come and go and its perfectly fine because i know i wont see alot of of you guys once im out of there and im really excited about changing schools because there are just to many bad people amd memories there and i cant take it...i know im a bad person when im mad and i cant help it, ive tried in the past but i just cant.

[karebear8389]

oh and one more thing
i hated the person that you turned into when we got into fights
you would try to get me down whenever we got into fights
you always said mean things to me and shit
that hurt